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2009-01-27T23:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

this year's lunar new year shd be counted as the happiest new year i guess.

i simply love angbaos. LOL. well, who dont!

2009-01-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

long time no post here. i think im moving to livejournal super soon.

but i dont like there, cos i cannot use imeem to listen to my music!

2nd week of school, and i think i will miss school and the people after i graduate.

somemore somemore, i think ill miss studying.

anyway!

reminder that im going medical checkup on 19jan 1pm.

I SCARED THE BLODD TEST!

2008-12-31T02:30:00.003+08:00

another few more hours to the history of year 2008.

and before that, i guess its also time for some reflections and goals.

this year has definitely been one of the best year.

firstly, i'll like to apologise and thank everyone that has been tolerating me for this past year.

i know i have been unreasonably stubbon sometimes.

i still have alil of sudden mood swings.

i get angry at the slightest things.

i give attitude at times.

im bad at losing.

but friends are those that stand by you when youre having a bad time as well rite?

thats why i thank you all sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

first thing, im glad that H9 and the guys are still very close to me. these 2 are the most most MOST IMPORTANT cliques to me. maybe until this point, shdnt be using cliques for them anymore, but..

family.

my 2 most WONDERFUL friends.

amanda wong hui min: you have been my longest friend and still going on. i know you have been putting alot of effort in keeping everyone together. i know you cherish all of us. so thank you. i know we had afew quarrels here and there. but the good and fortunate thing is that, we still managed to pick up where we stopped and continue walking on this path called friendship.

liew jun hao: altho not as long as amanda, but i know that you always agree with whatever i do la. taking in my unreasonable in everything, my anger, sometimes have to also withstand my moodswings. aiya. this sounds gay enough. so ya. thanks.

going on to my CLOSEST people..

joan seng yan hui: i remembered we quarrelled over friendship thing. but im glad that things were eventually fine. i know im very stubbon and i just hate to give in. i know sometimes im at fault, but i just hate to be the first one to say sorry. thanks for giving in all the time and also thank you for sharing every single little secrets with me. i know if i ask, you will tell. you also know if you ask me anything, ill tell you too. thats how strong our bonds are.

jazreel chong suet mun: seriously. i donno how to be happy without you. thanks for your sudden visits with chicken pies, with donuts.. thanks for telling me secrets here and there willingly. seriously, you are the wonderful definition of.. friend.

yvonne low chew fang, li zheyang, syafiq: altho we arent that clique-ish in the group, but your presence in outing, in gatherings are really great. whats more to ask, when i can have friends that speak truthfully from their hearts with nothing to hide.

amanda ngiam wanqi, siobhan mun en en: the younger ones have already grown to be beautifully ladies in their own ways. but both your characters are still the same. and thats also why we are still such good friends. unique character with nothing to correct. seriously. im proud to have both of you as my friends.

h9 is still going strong in year 2009.

happy 5th year!

THE GUYS!

i guess its pretty hard to thank every single one. so i justtalk alil about them. but you all know that without you all, ill be bored most of the times. cos i spent like half of my 2008 with you all!

hanchih: ill willing to talk to you, if youre willing to say. i can listen to you. just a call away, if you need someone to talk to. shit. this is gay too.

wilbur: be good to amanda. and maybe have a temper la.

fishy: my girlfriend :] we shall be couple until we die!

bohan: growing too big, but like that it feels rather safe standing beside you.

zhuankai: you should join the jokers.

devin: mr psp and... nevermind.

aaron: you have to eat more ah.. but i know it doesnt helps.

kaho: sorry that we keep asking you play mj sometimes. just that really nobody :]

bird: haha. still as fact-ual as before.

jonathan: naturally blur.

brian: loves music and always get bullied from my view. lol.

sorry if i miss out anyone!

TEAM EIGHTY FOUR!

this is already 1 year plus since we know each other in komez. TEF was formed that time. things arent like now. but im glad the 12 of us stayed together, bond together, clique together. i never regretted knowing all of you and have you all as my friend.

quah jiamin: brudder is still love. this year, lets put all those unhappy stufss behind and have a fresh start. i still miss going CCC and have alil talks here and there. i also really love the siglap dinners. i really hope everything stays this way, like before. youre one of the friends that i seriously dont wan to lose. you have become one of MY close friend. brudder.

tan yunru: yes partner. how can i be laughing like crazy without yunru around. thanks for always laughing with, at me. i can really talk with you without having to think. whatever comes just say only. youre really a nice person la, and dont worry about no boyfriends! year 2009, one of my wishes will be for you to have a boyfriend alrite! partner love now! and no matter how the world is changing, i hope you dont change. cos this is you, TAN YUNRU (susan).

lim yong chiang: i know you ever since beenox. never got to know you better until now. this year has been very fun with you around. you know la. nightwalk, watch movie everything.. how can it not be fun :] best friend forever! i wun stop friending you until you stopped first.

kandis tan: you just bring joy and laughter and everything to people around you la. altho i know you like to talk loudly to me, but try to soften down alrite. i not that irritating de. HAHA. thanks for tolerating with me sometimes and im really happy that youre my friend la. you really crack my..... stomach? :]

choo shjin, karen mok, denise tan: because of our different personalities, and cause we dont hate or dislike each other, we formed our bonds that is friendship. there can never be hatred between us la. cos the 3 of you, i just donno why, unable to get angry with. but again, theres no reason for me to get angry. LOL. :] 2009 we will still be friends! 2010 also! 2011 also!

shermain, fookping, jiayu, kaiming: altho we hardly meetup now, but im trying hard to get all of us to meet! 2009 we confirm see each other. i alreayd started to miss you all.

TEF stands strong for the year 2009!!!

MY CLASSMATES

its already the 3rd year we know each other. sometimes i feel alil distant from you all. sometimes i get sad. but nevermind! 2009, a new start.

idy: i just get alil happier when i make you frown or look angry. :]

choukin: you gave the best wallet i ever received. friends forever!

lynn: buddy la. hide all secrets only. whats more to say. >.<

ben: fat ben that takes care of me very well during SIP.

meow: oldest brother. very happy lil boy.

donghao: second brother. also got take care of me la. :]

andy: aiyo. mr lo-so. hahahahaha. singer-to-be

wenjie: the lil boy

kokchin: i like to disturb kokchin :] very fun.

joshua: very scary, but i guess its alrite after knowing him.

this year i also made afew more friends and also get to know afew more people better.

bewchow, decruz, joanna, eileen, shawnboo, tatyi, fernando, keith, rayna, farhan, kaiwei.

i also know another person that likes almost everything i like..

i think her full name is chong qing ying.

i guess i'll stop here.

goodnite for the last time 2008.

2008 will be a beautiful history for me.

2008-12-30T00:56:00.002+08:00

WHY DO I HEAR LIZARD SOUND IN MY ROOM AND I CANT FIND IT!

ZZZ. HOW CAN I SLEEP IN PEACE LIKE THAT!

GOOOOO AWAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-26T02:11:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN YUNRU MY PARTNER!!

christmas ended with me staying home doing nothing.

but i went hc house during the eve. this year surprisingly, the number of us cut down to less than 15. its seriously very little. last year we had 30+. gift xchange was more formal. this year nothing much to choose from, cos almost all is chocolates. hahahaha! had a lil of dinner there, and since the grill doesnt work, we had to cook in the kitchen. and usually is also always bird who does it. so thanks bird :] went home around 3plus. has to be really quiet about it.

finally able to send out sms. send until about 4. not sure issit people cant receive, or they lazy reply. but was pretty sad that there are people who doesnt reply back! had to tell myself, cos of the heavy traffic, they couldnt receive it la. :] felt much better after that.

and to those i forget to send to, really sorry about it. and from my bottom of my heart, i still wish you merry christmas and happy new year! and remember im still your friend and and i still cherish in a way or another. and and dont worry! ill remember to send you a 2009 msg! :]

anyway! i think i gonna move to livejournal already. altho i feel more comfortable blogging here, but i guess i need alil change like everyone! having 2 blogs, abi retarded. donno where to blog on the right time. so so so! you can have 2 links of mine :] easy to rmb de.

baoooooo.livejournal.com

and in order to read some locked posts if i have to lock it for some reasons, you sign up livejournal and add me as friend also la. :] still can be buddy de!

gooooooooodnite!

2008-12-21T15:30:00.003+08:00

after camp = bad voice = sore throat.

quite a bad voice right now. its always after sleeping, the voice changes. maybe also due to the macs yesterday. hahaha. i already try to minimise the damage by eating fillet o fish. i guess that wun help. LOL. :]

i think its the best OTC camp. i mean the group la. quite hyped up and also quite noisy. maybe its also because we are the oldest. nothing to feel restricted about. maybe.

2008-12-17T23:05:00.007+08:00

firstly, ill like to say sorry to jazreel! all your damn ugly photos, i just have to post for the joy for others. BEAR WITH IT! hahahahahahahaha.

first day, we all woke up at 530 to get ready. seriously TIRED. the bus ride took a total of 7 hours. luckily in the bus, there's movies and things to watch.

we reached around 2plus, but had to kill some time before check in. so had a short expensive meal. guess what. roti prata that costed up to S$3. heart pain when i eat it. nearly cried.

when we reached, she happily took out a book to read. -.-

the awesome weather!

the awesome view.

our first day dressing. :]

while waiting....

our first meal there.

after dinner we went to get our daily use stuffs. and went back to the hotel room.

and we decided to wash up and do facial mask. LOL. first time can see jazreel's forehead i swear. and look at my retarded looking friends. hahaha!

i was the first, cos they are still laughing at each other. LOL. like i said, retarded friends. laughing non-stop at the background.

urm.

still laughing. HAHAHA.

finally getting ready with her mask. and jaz really look FUNNY.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

the night ended with us watching The Day The Earth Stood Still. alrite show, lucky never watch in singapore. don think it worth the money. reached back the room at 3plus and faster sleep. the next morning, i was the first to wake up. couldnt sleep. thats all.

so! i took a photo of my sleeping friends.

they are awoken by me, but just hiding from the camera. HAHA.

so i started washing up first. its 1130am i think.

shes being funny again. look.

look what i mean. -.-!!!

so the second day dressing. has to be more formal, cos we are gonna sneak into the CASINO!

breakfast/lunch first of course.

dint managed to take the picture of the food, cos hungry and eat finish. wonderful lunch. best place for food i swear. ask me for the place and number next time if you are in genting. its one of the place i strongly recommend for food.

after that, went back to another hotel to try sneaking in already. ill just skip the process, cos we MANAGED TO SNEAK IN. no photography in casino, therefore no pictures taken. stayed in there for like the whole afternoon and evening. we even skipped Bolt for casino.

jus outside the casino, stand my friend.

after that, went out for the cold breeze.

finally taken after a few failed attempts by jazreel.

see! late at night, people go bonkers.

i want to sleep, they dont allow.

3rd day dressing. pretty tired already.

nothing much on the 3rd day. after lunch, we went back in to the casino and stayed there for like the whole afternoon again. but stopped at 8 for dinner and 9 for movie, Bolt. lucky its a happy movie. if not we will end up crying in the hotel room. cos.. all of us lost money in the casino.

i lost RM700, jaz lost RM400, junhao lost RM290

HAI. take it as entertainment will do.

went back room and did the last facial mask.

haha. nothing to say.

wok eup 830am on the last day, cos jazreel and junhao wants to eat the breakfast buffet. in the end dint eat, cos still quite full. went for porridge instead. HORRIBLE. but i ate noodles. but the soup was COLD! but i exchange for a hot one, but i never drink. cos tasted weird.

finally on the way back on the last day. 1130am de bus.

wonderful mother that brought us there, sneak us in, taking care of everything <3

wonderful companions.

lastly. thank me.

tomorrow is OTCW already. goodnite! have to wake up at 730 :[

i seriously not gonna get my sleep anytime soon. goodnite!

2008-12-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM GENTING! :D

WHOLE TRIP WAS AWESOME!

blog about it when im less tired.

i have to sleep now cos i still need to go back school for a stupid photograph -.-

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anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK DONG HAO, 15TH DEC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDYA KIRANA, 15TH DEC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA NGIAM WANQI, 16TH DEC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVIN LIM HAN BIN, 16TH DEC

2008-12-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

i actually forget to bring my phone out!

tomorrow going genting~ :D:D:D

2008-12-10T19:10:00.002+08:00

whhyyyy LTA wants another presentation. this is plain stupidity~ they can just see the website themselves! whats the point of going thru another presentation when we already gotten 2nd! just give us the money and let us go already! i'm not gonna work in LTA i swear.

anwayyyy, i might not make it for the presentation on 22dec i think. overseas again. but if there's no overseas trip den ill go for it. hopefully they give us something better on second presentation.

IT'S A TOTALLY NOT REQUIRED ISSUE! WE'RE DOING ON THE EXPENSE OF OUR TIME.

check my overseas time again. if not later i pull ben and joshua down again.

all boils down to LTA.

neverusebrains people irritates me.

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last paper tomorrow :]

i haven't start studying. today got no mood to study AT ALL. reached home with a watertap nose. gulped down a pill and went to sleep. woke up eat dinner and stone in front of the computer until now.

better go study the notes i made on saturday and sunday.

soon will be the fun!!!

2008-12-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

today's mobile communication paper should be can pass. but i cannot get high marks already la. unless she decided to be lenient and just give me the marks. but i know that WUN happen. so be glad that i gonna pass this.

now taking a break from BRD. so hard to memorise everything! the diagrams at chapter 2 is killing me. lucky no chapter 4 and chapter 5 is just the easier calculation that i think im alrite, since i got listen to the tutorial with all my heart! :D but have the urge to just stop studying and go sleep. tomorrow just die when see the paper.

BUT NO! HANG ON! I CAN DO IT!

another 2more days to escape from darkness!

2008-12-08T17:32:00.001+08:00

maybe i should try and forget my birthday next year, den ill get a surprise.

if not every year ill anticipate and no surprise.

THIS IS PLAIN BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-06T19:10:00.003+08:00

i laughed at this for the longest time i remember! WAHAHAHAHA.

browsing thru my pictures and i found this. :]

just cannot sit down and start studying. am i stupid or what. whole day do nothing but watching videos and tv and playing AGAIN.

study study!

2008-12-05T20:21:00.002+08:00

friday always a happy day! :]

my quiz results is in a total mess!

BRD 6/10

NETSEC 9/20

MOBILE COMM 5/20

thats why i think i need to put in more effort in my coming termtest. but again, i have no mood to study. i keep thinking of the fun im gonna have after term test. crap.

camp is around the corner. mixed feelings.

2008-12-04T00:19:00.002+08:00

yesterday tuesday was out with some of classmates to celebrate ck's birthday. went soup restaurant. :] luckily i suggested that. cos it was pretty nice. the soup especially. :D:D in the end, me ck idy meow donghao kc went for that dinner. BEN got something on. WENJIE got work. LYNN never even pick up my call. CHINKUAN sick.

today, went school at 4plus to hand in my report and also met joan and amanda for camp briefing. i finally got to sit on the chairs after 2years :] in the end still have to share the seat with benchow since there's too many people like always. someone said this "they know there will be so many people every year, why they still book this small LT?" haha. agreed. short briefing that could be done by sending emails. after that was dinner with yunru kandis joan joanna dee. sorry wong that if youre feeling awkward there. dinner was at swesens. as always, yunru made me laugh until my jaw nearly drop.

pretty sick now. having abit of flu and my eyes are closing. but im bent on reading another 2 chapters of newmoon. and ill finishing the book soon. i need book3!

now i have to think of what i want to be in upcoming DND already!! name me some exotic occupation that i can dress up in. suggestions!

2008-12-02T03:09:00.001+08:00

had an ugly haircut today. its all the back.

went dinner NYNY at ehub with hc fishy dev bird and yiling.

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have faith in liverpool :]

2008-12-01T13:48:00.002+08:00

last weekend did nothing magnificant. plain boring.

1st december and...

i can feel like my luck is changing good already :]

all the guesses are getting right. time to start earning without working!

2008-11-29T00:28:00.002+08:00

first thing first.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOW CHOU KIN! wonderful maid :]

today had BRD quiz and i barely made it. the questions i studied for, i dont have the luck to get that paper. i got another one that i BRIEFLY read thru. it took my life. but kc was worse. he never study for that particular question i think. 5% only! its alrite!

(this is the only consolation i can give myself)

apel was time-wasting again. ill cut short and say, me donghao chinkuan and chinkuan groupmate and ck went for pizza for small celebration. the rest couldnt make it cos got PJ, got CM Forum, got this and that. so there will be a make up celebration on coming tuesday. make yourselves free friends. after pizza is starbucks. chinkuan donghao ask embarrassing questions. i wun reply them next time. homed early, cos ck got another celebration to rush to. clubbing again and again.

to ck: stop clubbing so much. pubs and bars sound like nice places to go.

so quit club, join pubs and bars.

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yesterday was dinner with h9 girls. was already damn hungry. but i endure until 7plus! :] usual food, wonderful company, fixed price. haha. another dinner soon ah h9. and and. jazreel chong suet mun left half way. at least she came. so this time borderline passed. haha. blue! when you stayed fully, den will be GREEN! try harder! you can do it! maybe the next gathering, we are deciding on either chalet, OR hotel room. start to think abit ah! den ill ask you all when time comes. price of course is split among us as well. :]:]

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started on New Moon and i cant stop reading on and on.. :D

another thing, LTA only giving 1ooo :[ i thot got 2ooo.

2008-11-27T12:28:00.002+08:00

after hearing the good news at 12noon, i couldnt sleep anymore :]:] :D

LTA BOOK PRIZE 2ND! $2000 for the group!

its not only for the money, but also for the MP/SIP grading!

2008-11-27T03:15:00.001+08:00

angry.

2008-11-25T23:35:00.001+08:00

im still staring at the lecture notes, not touching it.

FUCK!

just get some motivation to study la bao!!!

2008-11-25T19:10:00.003+08:00

i fail my first quiz. altho i really see it coming, but still feel abit sad about it. cos i actually know which formula to use. just that i use all the wrong information. i shd actually pass this quiz de. this is really bad. i only got 5marks out of 30. meaning, 0.8% of total.

hopefully i wun fail anymore quizes.

the coming week will be busy.

tomorrow: project judging, study for the coming quiz.

thursday: NetSec Quiz 1, dinner with h9 at 85

friday: BroadBand Quiz 1. rest time!

just bought NewMoon :] i shall finish it in 1week too!!

2008-11-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder how good a friend i am to others.

or how bad a friend i actually am.

do i look like someone that doesnt need good best friends?

bahh.

2008-11-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

i wanted to study, but i took my book out, i started doing everything but study.

i wanted to do some reading, but i have not bought new moon.

i wanted to do so many things but i just let one day past like that.

feels like im wasting my life away.

I GONNA FINISH READING TILL CHAPTER 4 BY TODAY!

still having sore throat. :(

2008-11-24T01:45:00.003+08:00

whole day having sore throat.

after all the heart-wreaking weeks, the best news i got this month is that..

joan had my 60bucks facial wash retrieved!

i thot i will have it gone like forever. but thanks. :]

goodnite.

2008-11-23T03:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday was singing after school with junhao amanda and wankian. 6 to 9. was trying out on how to sing using that stomach area. hahhaha! sounds more powerful but not enuff air ah. i always like singing with them, cos we make fun of each other, we off tune together. :]:]

at night was mahjong with junhao lynn and elton. played 2 rounds until 130am and decided to send them home. drove the car and sent elt lynn home. after that went to pick fishy and jonathan, and we went to hc house to meet some of the rest. after that, around 3am went for supper at my house there de nice to eat bar chor mee :] after supper, sent devin and roy home, and went home with junhao fishy and jonathan. thats all! slept at 5plus with jonathan snoring~ woke up 2plus tho. damn early.

today send yunru home from chalet, cos i was going to fecth junhao anyway. and and damn sad. angry with myself! why did i even beat the red light! fuck fuck fuck fuck. tarrot is seriously right. im not down on gambling luck. but im down on this kind of everyday life de luck. crap. hopefully that was just a normal camera flash and no leeters will be sent to me. if not i have to -12 points, meaning left 1point :[ and i have to wait till april before getting back all my points. emo. just when im trying to get used to the car, to driving, i just had to be real careful with everything with the car now. another mistake from me will means revoke license and means re-taking tests and everything.

maybe i should stop driving until next april.

IM REALLY STUPID!

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i think im sick.

flu.

sore throat.

feverish feeling.

goodnite.

2008-11-20T02:04:00.004+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GY02xFU_cSc&feature=related

wonderful song. (got time go and listen)

will usually get sad after listening to this song over and over again.

brings back some memories of certain somone.

HA.

why humans arent given special powers?

life is miserable. we are born to die eventually. whats the whole point of living? (i have no intention to die la) just a thought. be happy everyday is so important to me right now. i will try to do whatever that make myself happy. and everyone should. of course at the same time, keep a look out on how's people feeling when youre happy, cos they might be unhappy because of your happiness. but if they are not happy cos youre happy, den its called selfish.

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today's quiz is 100% fail. wun even give myself a 1% to deceive anyone. HAHA. its 1 question for 50min. and the question, i dont even know how to do the first part! actually i do, but i just used the wrong things. nevermind! 5% only. try harder next time round bao!

i was trying to type out the draft for ccom report. and it is really not easy to do the spacing the paragraphs, with the weird 1x2, 2x2 line spacing. fuck la! write one report, so precise with the linings and spacings for fuck?

school is boring. lucky weekends is coming already again :] hopefully there's swimming this week! pretty long never soak in water and have talks with the usual people already. and mahjong this week! since i donno when i wanted to play already. :]:]

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my future is still blur.

2008-11-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

i like this photo of myself. altho looks slightly fat, but real life its not like that :]

this is also a reminder for myself to get the pictures from joan!

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today is boring. today i achieve nothing. today ive decided to put braces!

ugly for 2 years only!! can de can de can de!!!

2008-11-16T01:56:00.004+08:00

went for a run in the night out of the blue.

but at night dint really perspire alot. running at night is cooling. should do that more often on my own. i also donno what got into me and made me went running tonight.

but i ran and walk and ran and walk again. hahaha! :] oh wells. first time after so long.

hoefully i can play mahjong tml, quite long dint play already.

goodnite!

2008-11-15T00:46:00.003+08:00

after steamboat dinner just slack around and decided to play tarrot cards.

it was pretty accurate i guess for this month. all about the money issues.

firstly, its about my past days. i was pretty much influenced by something. this is true. i really suddenly inspired by all the good singers and those that can play good musical instruments. people like wanglihong, s.h.e, jaychou, ah xin....

next, im thinking of the money that im gonna be using, cos i really have a list of things to do.

1. deciding on putting bracers

2. deciding on buying a keyboard

3. deciding on getting a instructor to teach me piano

4. deciding on which music school to go to after grad w grace.

next. its my current situation. that is my luck is currently going down. this is also pretty true. soccer is constantly back to losing streak, and thats why im cutting down on it.

i dont really understand the back part, just that i was said to be good at decisions. and i dont take sides in a quarrel. thats something good i guess. :]

2008-11-14T18:52:00.004+08:00

ccn day this year is totally boring. nothing much to anticipate. i was still hoping to take long walks for like and hour or so, but seriously nothing to walk at all and i went back to lab by 20min. waited for steven lee to come and see the project. and as usual, all the bad comments. but also as usual, i dont really take in everything he said. if i were to take in everything, i think i might die like.. soon. good thing is that ill definitely pass sip. thats what he guaranteed. anyway, im not really into the computer's lifestyle. i still prefer to do things that i like. had a future talk with ben and kc in the morning during breakfast and ive also decided..

therefore! skipping the 9 to 5 working life for sure.

singing sounds like something great and fun to do. (if i can)

tour guide also sounds pretty fun.

designer is always my dream as well.

but life will not go accordingly to your way. so ill see about it again!

just went singing 3-6 with idy kc andy and ben. but kc and andy had to leave early. so left me and ben and idy to sing for the last 1hour. hahahahaha. and what? the last 1 hour, no need choose song de, all the songs andy chose, came out. used to it!

yes andy! all your songs you never get to sing we had to delete. haha. all LJJ!

today's voice is not at the best. quite dry and hoarse, but luckily the last song was perfectly done with no offtunes and offpitches! :]:]

hopefully next friday got to go sing again. haha. cos i really still feel like singing.

i reach hanchih house at 615, and still waiting for everyone to reach here (705pm le) before starting on the steamboat. it was a random last minute steamboat thing. but quite long no steamboat at home liao. usually only during newyears. so.. good dinner ahead later!

hope they sees this right now!! i want to play mahjong :]:]:]

the internet got cut off 3 times!! i better post now.

2008-11-13T23:56:00.003+08:00

tuesday i was abit over-dressed i think. everyone went asking me...

"wah, going to ROM?"

"where are you going later?"

"i dont believe you are not going out after school"

but the truth is, the weather was cold and i decided to wear a new long sleeve i just bought but never got a chance to wear, and to go with this tshirt, i think a close-to-white long pants will match it and i wore it. den i notice if i wear my everyday converse shoes, it will look weird. so i change to those nicer shoes. and to go with it, i have to wax my hair alittle. thats all! :]

was also trying hard to get people to go out with me after school, cos since i was dressing alil nicer and i have no school on wednesday. finally found lynn. thanks buddy. :] we went for a short walk at tm while thinkinf of what to eat. went cs eventually, thinking of going for the soup restaurant. but when reach there, saw the chinese restuarant beside, and ponder for awhile before making our choice.

nice dinner.

went home after dinner and chit-chatting. i fell asleep in the bus, but luckily wake up just at my stop. i dont usually fall sleep in bus de. but i guess im really tired that day.

tml got nothing on in the atfernoon again. no one wants to go out. forget it! lazy to ask liao. so i decided to go running myself. if not ill just sleep through the day. :] good idea. (Y)

2008-11-12T18:17:00.003+08:00

there's a project report on Networt Security that has to be handed in on friday and and and i haven touch the report yet! omg. there's like alot of things to know you know?!

web authentication methods.

vulnerabilities.

problem with that.

cos i have been watching youtube the whole day! ive always said that youtube quality not good not good, but first time i spent the whole day watching those clips. basically on..

HITO radio, S.H.E, 王力宏, 楊丞琳, 康熙来了.

see myself spending the night doing that report......

dint go suntec with lynn they all to go buy keyboard, cos the weather made me tooooo lazy to go out. so maybe another day bah! go find kc for keyboards also can :]

2008-11-12T16:20:00.003+08:00

i had a dream.

weird one.

i dreamt of the guy friends i have now and guy friends i previously (ac, wk that group) had.

its like a scene that happened years ago and re-enact all over again but this time together with my all current friends. it was somehow different cos it seems that im the only one concern and im the only one showing temper. what a lousy feeling.

hope it doesnt turns out that way real life.

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i suddenly got the urge to set myself a goal...

at the age of lets say 25, ill go around the world to help those people that needs help.

thats of course when im financially and physically and mentally strong.

life is easy enough for all of us already. in fact....

we have clothes to wear, but we are still grumbling they arent nice.

we are able to go school study, but complaining everything is boring.

we are able to eat full every meals, but still being picky about the food.

we have beds blankets to sleep in, but complaining they arent comfortable.

we have entertainments like tv, computer, and still complaining its not enough.

many more....

if you were to do comparison, all of our lives are good, considering you can still come online to read this post.

2008-11-10T22:16:00.005+08:00

many parts today

LOVE THIS SONG now!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTYHG6wX7uc&feature=related

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;

Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,

Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up… To more than I can be.

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i suddenly got the urge the passion and the rush to learn piano. so! from now ill start from the basics of sitting up real straight without hunching my back. next will be getting a keyboard and a private teacher. after that learn how to read notes until like read words.

THIS TIME I WILL MAKE IT! 3 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD YOU SEE I PLAY LIKE BEETHOVEN DEN LATER YOU WILL GET INSPIRED BY ME!

by the time you learn, you will be too late! hahahahaha. cannot catch up with me anymore~

ohh by the way, im gonna learn classicals and pop music. wah. next time you see me playing at ballrooms, grand hotel with grand pianos. den you get jealous den you wan to learn, den its too late again!! hahaha. den cannot catch up with me again. :]:]

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since i have not work out my future, i think i have the right to dream alittle. :D

being a damn good singer

a good designer where people will come find me auto de

stay home play stocks and just keep winning and buy house and invest

opening my own shop selling whatever that is sellable.

everything seems to be able to work out. :] but singing seems to be the most fun. always see myself opening concert den i ask all my friends come and hear and i sing until everyone cry. ya la my dreams only la. :] as if any of you will cry.

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today was LTA presentation. wasnt that nervous as i think i might be. haha. i think i did a great job about talking my part. at least they laughed alil. lucky the LTA people all seems to be friendly. not gonna tell you why, but we are definitely getting something from LTA! i hoped. raining weather that makes people wan to sleep. so after presenting, went back to school to get alil things done and went home to sleep. wah. wanted to sleep until tml de. but hungry and woke up eventually. thats how i get slightly fatter.

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lastly, i just want to say thanks to all my friends that are always there or tries to be there and also trying to cheer me up when i feel lonely sad emotional or whatever negatives.

so this song is dedicated to those that are my friends...

H9 2004

The Guys 2004

F601 2006

TEF 2008

Poly Schoolmates 2006 - 2008

there's never a time limit or ending to our friendship.

you will just need to take 1 step, and ill take the other 99 to reach you.

i cherish.

And I never thought I'd feel this way

And as far as I'm concerned

I'm glad I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love youAnd if I should ever go away

Well, then close your eyes and try to feel

The way we do today

And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure

That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for

(if you do not know the song and wants to know, ask me. ill send you.)

smile.

2008-11-09T17:34:00.001+08:00

no swimming today. :[

tmr got presentation. damn nervous.

2008-11-08T14:29:00.004+08:00

happy 20th birthday wong kok chin!
happy 19th birthday lim yong chiang!

yesterday was kc's bday celebration. sort of. since chin kuan's on sunday, so together. all the old people. LOL. :] 11 of us went. also got last minute presents for them. the same buffalo like mine. also got lynn her belated present. (feels like santa you know) one year passed damn fast. thinking back, its just like weeks before we visited seoul garden for last year's birthday. see!

click to see what i write! wahahahaha. :]

anyway. as i was saying. time flies. everyone changes. physically, mentally. this year i dint take picture with the cake. cos i think i need to be more mature with cakes. LOL. :] oh! they found a cockroach on the table after out dinner, and they (donghao chinkuan) demand an explantion. BUT! deep down they want the discount only la. hahaha. in the end 15% off and 6 complimentry scoops of ice cream.

actually their service is not very good. why? because..

got cockroach.

ask for bill, never come.

dessert was served pretty slowly.

say everyone will have ice cream, only 6 got.

after the dinner at billy bomers (the brownie is good), i took a bus straight to siglap. met joan jodin 2 amandas at cartel. the rest werent there. so next time dont call it the h9 outing. call it a small gathering. JAZREEL CHONG SUET MUN dint turn up in the end also. (2nd time in red, you know ah.) took some stupid shots thru the cups and apply salt to ulcer for 2 amandas. dint really get to talk much and left shortly. joan was feeling ill. yup. just pop that pill into your mouth and sleep. the next day will get well already.

today is saturday! and i woke up 11am and read twilight.

HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT I FINISH THE BOOK ALREADY! I CAN SEE GREEN TEAS AND MOGUMOGU COMING TO MY HOUSE. BOOK2!

today's plan is dinner movies.

tomorrow hopefully no rain got sun.

2008-11-06T23:49:00.002+08:00

this week still hasnt been lenient to me.

mood still quite sucks
still losing
nothing good to be exact.

i just gonna give myself an excuse of i dont understand to cover everything. well. this feeling that comes, was here years ago. and i think i know how to cure it.

the only good thing is that i have a book to accompany me when im seriously feeling empty. maybe thats also why i need the second book fast enough. crap.

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school-ed today. because my parents went overseas yesterday and will be back only on saturday, i have to wake up earlier den i have to, to take the bus there. and yes, ill have the car to myself to saturday, but dont ask me to drive, cos if i dont have the mood to, i dont have. SO decided not to drive, cos i still really dont like to drive in the afternoon with so many cars.

went home straight after school cause i couldnt find anyone to go out with. i just need a presence of a person beside me la. couldnt find. ck wanted to ask me go suntec together with her friends. but utlimately ill be the one feeling damn weird there. altho i know i can cope with that pretty well. but nope! not going. no mood for singing. sorry ck. :]

LTA presentation is coming and im almost prepared with my introduction already. hope that nothing will go wrong and also hope that we will get something good out of this. of course resume will be nicer with this project and i just wish. wish that my mp/sip grades will be an A with this.

wish for better week.
good luck to me.
bye to you.

2008-11-05T18:17:00.003+08:00

yesterday i read another 2 chapter of the book. CHAPTER 10 already! free green tea and mogu coming on tuesday! every night i will really read the book.. and i seriously seriously SERIOUSLY think that i need another book very soon. best is the part 2 of twilight! ill get it myself tho. :]

i cant wait for christmas present. so maybe the 3rd book for christmas might be good. *hint* *happy 3 friend*

wednesday i usually no need come school. just today. i swear.

im in school from 11am till now. this is because of a mock presentation that im suppose to have at 330. it lasted 3 full hours. good time spent tho. nothing too serious and tense. just that i need to brush up my already good english. :]:]

going for dinner soon. just that have to wait for that FOREVER slow MA HAN CHIH. yes. usual.

I CANT ADD COLOUR OF CHANGE THE FONT SIZE OR DO ANYTHING TO THIS POST. ok. just end it this way.

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bear with it for those who are still having mp/sip. this will end very shortly in a blink of eye. bite your lips and run together hand in hand. after mp/sip it will be FREEDOM. its the first phrase of working life that most people will go through.

TAKE CARE MANY MANY. i still care.

2008-11-03T16:13:00.003+08:00

BECAUSE OF A BET WITH JOAN AMANDA AND JUNHAO, I GONNA STAY HOME WHOLE DAY DOING NOTHING BUT READ MY TWILIGHT.

DEN. AFTER 1 WEEK.

TOTAL OF...

13 CANS OF HEAVEN AND EARTH GREEN TEA

+ MOGU MOGU BOTTLE.

thats why im working hard on my storybook :]

** update for you! im at chapter 4 already! 20 more to go~

2008-11-03T01:37:00.002+08:00

this week. last week. theyy are bad weeks.

emotional barriers.
losing streaks.
anger.

fucked up life basically.

im just giving myself trouble by doing all these.

hate it.

2008-11-03T00:32:00.003+08:00

friday was a grumpy and angry day. went to buy jodin's present at raffles place. they are surely not on time. and the they are LI ZHEYANG, LIEW JUNHAO, AMANDAWONGHUIMIN. i know im also always late last time. but i just hate to wait for people. get used to it or get away from me. suppose to meet 330, all still on the way. somemore want to eat lunch before meeting me. so i just go to the lab and see abit on flyers and my project.

LTA project got chosen and need to go for second round interview 10november! scared.

went to meet them 4plus and walked like the whole place to find watches. in the end we dint get watch. actually the whole time i was not feeling very good. i got irritated and just got shortfused. every little thing can just make me darn angry like for real angry. in the end got cologne that i think jodin likes. went to bookstore to see books. and i finally got a book to read. TWILIGHT. yes. the vampire book. i feel slightly better after going to the bookstore. took some stupid photos with self timer.

later in the night, went timbre with ngiam and her classmates and zy junhao. the whole story i dont wan to talk about it. again i was angry. but anyway, the band was good. wednesday and friday can go there listen to them. they are called the goodfellas.

saturday was jodin's celebration at a faraway place. went early with wilbur and amanda by cab. not many reached already at that time, only those closer ones. later in the night, slowly more and more people came. played games, eat eat eat, talking. the damn cool thing is they self roast a pig and a lamb. damn big. anyway went out at 11plus to catch a glimpse of chelsea match, but the pubs outside all never show. got some food and ate and talk and went back. 1plus went out again for liverpool's match.

WARNING. DONT AGITATE ME WITH THE LOSS. I MIGHT GET REALLY ANGRY.

all pubs closed already and couldnt stay and watch. went back the house again. in the end we played drinking games and i learnt another new game. the betting horse game. damn cool~ played with amanda joan jodin zy junhao ngiam jessybessy john andrew tatyi. i found people that will get damn red like me when they drink. but of course im still the most red one la. john and zheyang will get red too. played till 3plus and went off to bathe and wash up. me amanda and junhao decided to not sleep and went to the living room. but whatever la, they just lie down talk awhile, sleep -.- i had to stay away till 6plus and good thing the maid woke up and pass me a sleeping bag :D worth the wait! went back to the room to sleep and ended sleeping till 10plus and still dont wan wake up. HAHAHA. tired like dog.

i left my 60bucks facial wash there!! :[:[ im still damn sad about it.

ate noodles for breakfast and took the long trip home with amanda joan junhao zy ngiam tatyi. talk about camps and tests and people. oh wells. after that changed to 196 and we started another convo with ngiam. went home with joan and junhao. decided to watch movie, but i fall asleep halfway. joan too! still quite drained from the birthday. citi had a big cut on her thumb. i can even feel the pain by seeing it. OUCH.

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if you want to be a happier person, you just need to tell yourself to be happy and not be bothered about stupid things that people are trying to do to you.

if friends are not meant to be, den they are not meant to be.

if you think you put in enough effort to hold that friendship, den you did. its their part that they are not giving the amount they should be.

i treasure ONLY those that puts in effort together with me.

i know who ad i know what. i just dont wan to say out my unhappiness.

2008-10-30T00:12:00.004+08:00

OVEEEER DUE!

15 OCTOBER WENT TO BUY CLOTHES AND SHOPPED WITH THEM!

PASTA WARAKU'S SQUID INK IS NOT WORTH TRYING.

2008-10-28T01:51:00.001+08:00

1.51am and its an emotional night again.

its all my mind and brain again.

and what? its all about friends.

2008-10-27T23:10:00.001+08:00

finish heroes season 2 today :] CANT WAIT FOR SEASON 3!

2008-10-27T03:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DADDY ON 25OCT!

this was the first week of school, and i got pretty tired of it already. my timetable goes like this..

monday: no school
tuesday: 1 to 6
wednesday: no school
thursday: 4 to 6
friday: 9 to 1 (if! there's no career comm)

so its a 3-day week. theres good theres bad, but more bad den good i think.

i get to see less of my friends and classmates already.
i dont think ill go for the earlier or later lectures.

i come for almost 1 lab per day.

i wun get to eat in school.

BUT

i got more free time to do my own things.
i can sleep longer hours.
i can wake up later.

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tuesday was first day of school, good to see everyone, and i went for movie with sophia in the evening. watched connected. its damn damn damn good. cos it is very exciting all the way. never got to eat dinner cos i was rather late and she eaten! haha. another day~

wednesday joan and wong came over to do the stuffs agaain. in the end i did nothing much but fall asleep and woke up when they want to watch movie. so we watched 27 dresses from my computer. after which, dinner was at my house and shortly they went home. haha. played till stage 2 of hotel626. damn scary! and i cant pass.

thursday i went for lecture at 3pm! i know its unbelievable. anyway. so i went and there's lab at 4. the lab was fun i think. got to learn to install worms and virus and learning to hack computers soon! i think i went home after school.

friday i actually really dont wan go school de! in the end i really really REALLY pull myself up at 8am to go for the 9oclock class. RAINING SOMEMORE. i reached school at 915 and sat and hear him talk until 940. "ok class, no attendance today, you all may leave" WTF ^$%^$B%$ thanks ah my friends.

went singing in the afternoon from 4 to 7. bad voice that day. after that decided to go for chicken rice dinner and straight to hc house. cos we cant squeeze 8people in a car, me junhao fishy took bus there. but we went parkway for a walk before heading over. mango and green tea ice cream sucks at scoops! yes. at least it is what i think.

saturday was supposingly dinner with my father cos birthday. but he not feeling well, so skipped! watched heroes season2 whole day and junhao came shortly to watch soccer. i lost some money in the end. hahaha.

sunday (today) was suppose to go swimming at 1, but the weather looks threatening and we skipped it again. played abit of dota and kaho came. evening played mahjong with natasha jazreel and derrick. i could have won soccer alot alot. but cos i went to play mahjong, i missed out 2 winning matches. nevermind la! take it as i lost 1 match this week, cos i lost 60bucks.

but the damn damn damn GOOD news is that.....

LIVERPOOL BEAT CHELSEA AT WHEN CHELSEA'S HOME! THE UNBEATABLE 86 STREAK IS BROKEN BY LIVERPOOL!! :]:] NEXT WEEK LIVERPOOL VS. CHELSEA!

went for supper with the guys at 85 and sent ngiam to carls.jr and i sent hc and junhao home too. haha. and and and and this is the first time i drove out on my own. and and and and and the second time i went on expressway. and and and and and and and i park my car damn nicely!

goodnite~!

2008-10-21T00:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY.

bring mummy to sushi tei vivo for dinner. asked junhao along too. spent 90+ just for the 3 of us. the food was good :]:] i just love going there for food! but just alil exp that only allows me to indulge once in awhile. went to look for dad's birthday present (his birthday on saturday) and went in to G2ooo for clothes. got daddy a polo tee and a collar short sleeves. donno what got into me and i bought a long sleeve pull-over and a light coloured long pants. ha! well. inherited my mumm's shopping genes. i got to drove home this time. pretty much fun.

went school today for project again today. did nothing much as usual. sometimes i really feel quite useless to the group. lucky they keep giving in. thank you joshua benchua!

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last saturday went singing with benchow yunru jo-an and shihua at teoheng. never im the first, but this time im the first to reach. everyone of us can sing quite well i think. hahaha. 5 to 9. and dinner at parkway's hawker. dont really have appetite and wasnt feeling that good, and was after certain time. went off at 10plus.. thats all! ohh zheyang jonathan and junhao were at my house cos they wanted to watch movie. anyway, we dint watch movie but watched soccer instead. liverpool vs wigan. :]:]

after that around 12plus we went off in zy's car looking for supper. went geylang eventually cos i suggested that. tau huay-ed with fried dumplings with xiao long bao (never order that) and went home shortly at 2am. junhao and jon stayed over and we watched LOVE GURU. quite boring and retarded. got really tired during the show and need some sleep.

sunday : due to amanda not able to come out, zheyang wants to watch the car racing, we gave swimming a miss. but it was good la. cos! it was raining damn heavily. slept al the way to 4plus and im going off to celebrate my mummy's birthday with my god brother. :] junhao they all went 85 for dinner. i went holland V for horfun. nicer den normal horfun cos i like the chicken.
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hope school will be fun after i wake up! i miss being in the same class with all my friends. why they want to split the whole class even when we are taking about the same course. the system... maybe the lecturers... maybe the course.... maybe engineering school just SUCK. lucky got friends around, if not i think ill just transfer to lasalle or nafa in the early years. HAHA.

2008-10-18T02:27:00.002+08:00

all words post!

because why?

1. getting pictures from joan and everyone else is a hassle.
2. stealing from facebook is also a hassle.
3. they dont wan to transfer thru yousendit.com
4. cos they dont resize, sending thru share folder is crazily slowed.
5. thumbdrives are all gone for no reason.

so! all the wordy personal updates starting from tuesday to friday!!

tuesday

was night movie (house bunny) with the guys and amanda and jean and kim. i thot the show gonna be stupid and boring and retarded. but it turns out the other way :] funny and altho bimbotic, but the main actress is kind and innocent and gets out of trouble easily. took bus 12 to ehub, taking 45min -.- would have died if there's no music. i sms iris 3times for bus 12 and i still miss the 12 that im suppose to take.

im retarded.

after movie i got hungry and wanted to eat something. lucky jean and jon wants to eat too. haha. went over to fishy house oppo to eat prata. i think not as good as simpang, and junhao say simpang not as good as thomas road one. ate and went home reaching about 12plus. walked the long 12 route home.

wednesday

with joan and amanda to shopping. was suppose to meet junaho and zy at orchard as well. zy wanted to go early for shopping because at night supposingly got mother's birthday dinner. but got cancelled. and being zy, he was later den us la. we reach orchard shopping le, he still on the way. me amanda and joan are suppose to go and shop for jodin's birthday presents. but i donno why, i went to buy a very nice looking jacket :] cost 89 :[ from zara :]

anyway, den went art friend and walk around orchard like normal. amanda took a very retarded looking photo. maybe i should post it up here sometime later :]:] after shopping and everything, went pasta waraku for dinner with devin junhao jon zy joan and amanda. i finally got to try that squid ink pasta.

TOTALLY WASTE OF MONEY. dont eat it pls.

the rest of the food they ordered seems nicer. i totally made a wrong choice. but nevermind la. once is a lifetime trying this squid ink thing. upsize somemore. cos everyone said want to try. in the end, everyone only took a few strands -.- go for the curry next time. i cannot stand the curry. heavenly. ohhh!! and my shoes hurt badly that day. i had bad cuts at my heel. oh wells. i might not wear that shoe ever again. unless it decided not to hurt me.

thursday

was singing with my poly friends. and guess what? only 2 came. at a certain moment, i seriously was damn angry and really wanted to just scold everyone that dint come. could have just tell me before booking the room at least ma. den can postpone or cancel.

those that i called and never turn up. and their reason.

TAN CHIN HUI : last min work
BEN CHUA : leg still hurting i guess
LOW CHOU KIN : chalet too inside, miss shuttle bus.
LYNN GOH MING HUI : flip and turn cannot sleep, in the end cannot wake up on time

ohh by the way, im not angry or pissed off already. i just want to write your names so damn big so that you all can remind yourselves. WAHAHAHA! and seriously luckily idy and kc came. thank you the both of you. really appreciate that. if not i really will look like an idiot sitting in the BIG room singing to myself. kc called andy who is nearby and came over with anotehr friend. so in the end still alrite la.

went parkway for awhile, got an ice cream (jackfruit and durian) and went home shortly with andy cos he wants to play mahjong. junhao coming over and andy has another friend. kaho came in the night as well. but we never play overnight mahjong la. play 2 rounds and ended at 11plus. me won 15 :]:] still being lucky. after mahjong, wanted to watch movie, but never eventually. played dota 1round and ordered macs at 3. ate and junhao watch the korean drama that i say is damn funny and i rewatched. haha. but watch until 4plus i cannot tahan and fell asleep. everything stopped at 5am where the drama stopped and i went toilet and kaho off computer and we all sleep! i seriously thinks overnight mahjong also not as tiring. LOL.

friday (today)

sleep until 4 in the afternoon. joan and wong came over to do the present. 6plus junhao and kaho went simpang meet the rest. i being lazy, just skipped it again. hahaha. watched 'forgetting sarah marshall' and the show was quite boring at times, but the story still ok la. and..... i gonna sleep now! goodnite many many!

later going singing again with benchow yunru jo an!! :]:]

2008-10-14T00:19:00.006+08:00

saturday was meeting with h9. vonn brought boyfriend. so hi boyfriend. had damn early dinner at 530pm. thanks vonn. LOL. and we just keep eating and talking and taking pictures until 7plus before deciding on another location. jazreel dint come. thats all.

everyone!

im a waiter for the time being.

haha. hi ngiam.

now im a photographer.
group.
h9 guys.
teaching them how to use! WAHAHAHA.
there, just shoot la!
nice :]
vonn was on the way back. thats why all turned.
h9 w/o jazreel chong suet mun.
i took this obviously.
:D

in the end we ended up in ehub, decided to catch a show. while waiting for the show at 940, we went arcade and took neoprints. how long was the last time? haha. actually only on my birthday :] but still its not a regular thing like in secondary school already.

waiting for wong to change coin.

sunday was swimming with junhao amanda zheyang. i was abit late but still earlier den mr li. the sun was good. i tann for 40mins around there. haha. after that, the water was warm! so not cold at all. swimming was good, i swam a few laps back and forth, and today already start to ache! had some talks with them and everyone just has something to share. like i know something new about zheyang. and as usual, amanda has things to tell. :] after that... after swimming was dinner at bk with junhao zheyang wilbur and jon. there's 2 female that jon and zheyang thot was guy. yes. its that bad. i betted with jon and i won both :] after that they came over and watch a movie called "The Happening" it was alrite if you can take what they are trying to say.

actually have to sleep early cos today(monday) got school. but i turn in at 2am, but only slept at about 3plus 4plus i think. so im very tired today! but i still went facial and stayed up until now which is 2am again. i need to sleep le! goodnite!

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upcoming this week!!!

wendesday : out with amanda and joan

thursday : might be going singing with my classmates.

friday : probably another h9 outing

saturday : singing with bc and yunru maybe

sunday : swimming with junhao amanda zheyang

monday : school AGAIN.

2008-10-11T02:39:00.004+08:00

last thursday : overnight mahjong with jean yunru wankian

last friday : slept whole day
last saturday : hc house bbq with h9.co buddies
monday : korean drama at home (ep.1 to ep.12)
tuesday afternoon : went singing with wankian amanda junhao
tuesday night : buy present with donghao, korean drama (ep.13 - ep.18)
wednesday afternoon : korean drama (ep.19 -ep.24)
wednesday evening: meow's 21st birthday chalet

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MEOW

thursday : overnight mahjong with wankian junhao kaho
friday (today) : slept whole afternoon, doing nothing
saturday (tmr) : h9 evening chitchat/dinner/HTHT
sunday : swimming in the afternoon with amanda junhao

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these few days my mood isnt that great. in fact it suck. moodswing-ed. maybe it is because of THAT. maybe it is because of THIS.

a million words are forced to be kept. not saying anything i swear.

yesterday i think i dint even make out 30sentences. and it's not about losing in mahjong (so junhao wankian kaho dont worry about it if you're). it's just that my mood was bad to begin with.

today i dint even make an effort to talk to anyone. so i rather not go and be mood spoiler at simpang with my buddies. couldnt force myself to talk anyway.

lucky i have friends around me that made me feel better even though they did nothing. just thinking of friends who cared, make me feel much better.

and i thought through it. family are gonna be the ones always there for you. friends arent. but why arent we willing to share our daily secrets with family and still share with friends that are most probably gonna leave you someday? enough said.

hopefully next month will be a better month!

2008-10-04T14:57:00.002+08:00

monday was going teoheng with dee tatyi weng and sophia! 7-11 night singing. it was quite fun, just that i donno why i cant sing high notes that day. lol. tatyi just cover it up for me by shouting high notes. LOL. dee just dont really like to sing :[ i will put a mic in her mouth next time i go singing with her! :] sophia singing = nice! but her pronouncing of words.. WAHAHAHA! weng ill call you go singing again! we need practice! den can win tatyi and sophia. after that went to eat dinner at 11plus. haha. den waited for mummy come fetch me home.

That's why i love my mummy and daddy so much.

tuesday was school.

wednesday i think i stayed home do nothing.

thursday was school. after school was meetup with yunru. i was slightly late again :[ SORRY YUNRU! :] it was a series of bloated moments~

1. went cartel for dinner. i order fish and chicken combo, she ordered pasta. we share salad, she order mango passion. :] but i would like to have cheesecake la.
2. went mos burger for soup. i ordered clam clowder and she ordered corn soup.
3. went yakun for her ice coffee. i really dont feel like drinking, but i ordered the set! so it comes with a hot horlicks :] 2 eggs and 2 toast bread with kaya.

the most scary thing is that all these happen in short span of 2hours!

but going food hunt with yunru is really good la. she accompanied me to eat everything as well. so i think my food hunt i can ask her along! :] we both are big eaters! after eating, she came over to my house for computer and jean and wankian wanted mahjong, so we played mahjong too. took afew crazy shots. later post. and i was really really REALLY feeling sick and tired in the middle. but we still played till 6plus in the morning and went home.

friday was sleeping from 6plus am to 6plus pm. i spent my friday afternoon sleeping like log. woke up dinner and watch tv and play computer and slept at 3am. i sent out a friendship msg to 12people. 5 replied.

to jazreel: im not emo-ing in the middle of the night 3am la! i just couldnt sleep so i thot of typing out something i come out with :] cool right! so thanks!

saturday is today! and i spent my afternoon uploading pictures to friendster and right here blogging. later will be bbq at hc's place. cant wait to go there for food!! :]

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i shall not post stressful and unhappy and emo stuffs right here this moment. i might not even post it. today will be happy day! :]

2008-09-27T21:48:00.002+08:00

this week was quite tiring i think.

monday went out with joan to orchard to do my shopping and dinner with joan. its quite comfortable even this is the first time the both of us went out like that. :] next time my turn to do her shoping! i gonna choose those clothes that i like her to wear. wahahaha. look out le joan! at night was overnight mahjong with junhao wankian and the long lost ivy. just came back from jupiter i think. even make her way down to mars to have a look. thats why shes unreachable. finally got to see her also la. so... hi ivy! i won abit of money. and slept only about 7plus in the morning.

tuesday was supposingly meeting joan and wong at chinatown, but due to overnight mahjong, i couldnt wake up in time to meet them and ended sleeping till 4plus. so i ask them to come my house and have dinner and chat abit la. so they did! junhao went home and we talked about camps, talked about people, talk about hows everything changing. yea. stuffs like that.

wednesday i forget wat i do, i think i did nothing in the afternoon. and only in the night ivy msg me to play mahjong again. so indeed we played another round of overnight mahjong. i won alil again. :] luck is getting on my side. my last round was lucky la. guess no need details.

thursday slept till 3pm and played alil dota and watch pirates carribbean worlds end. after that play another round of dota and went hk cafe to meet the guys. dint really do much there other den catching up alil, hearing about hc and army. went hc house shortly and they play pingpong and pool while i watch tv. :] went home about 12plus with serene sending me home (thanks alot!) and slept at 4 after watching valencia match. to be truthful, i fall asleep halfway while watching. LOL. :]

friday woke up at 10plus and went school. seriously tired the whole day and i felt sick. got those flu illness and feeling feverish. went school do abit of the website and i think my banners are quite good :] HEHE. ben say all the lecturers keep asking for me. but when i went on friday, no lecturers came in and ask for me -.- wtf. the whole day was feeling heaty and tired and sleepy. but i still sleep at 2am.

today i woke up at 2 cos my daddy just open my door so forcefully that the sound is quite loud to wake me up. i have been playing and playing for the whole day. now watching soccer. torres is hero! liverpool win 2-0 everton :]:] fresh money :]

2008-09-27T18:48:00.006+08:00

this recently with joan to orchard to do my shopping.

i bought 1 pair of long pants.

i bought 2 pair of berms.

i bought 1 pair of shoes.

i bought 1 polo tee.

i bought 1 shirt.

dinner nydc!

while waiting for food~

my turn!

tongue in.

tongue out.

if you wan joan IN YOUR FACE, click the picture :]

her food.
shared food.
my food.
shared dessert.

my design :] but got nose i donno why.
:]
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ended.

2008-09-27T18:42:00.002+08:00

the day we went out at night to eat tze char.

haha! decided not to post my photo cos i think its really ugly. i need to go on diet on my face. thats definite. :]:] stop laughing at me.

2008-09-27T17:18:00.009+08:00

the day me wong and joan went out.

the not-worth-it shop.

look what look!

this is not ugly enuff! ill find another one.

blind follow the blind.

serpia is nice :]

foodie!

her idea of eating the chocolate and look ugly -.-
we had to do it
see!

wahahaha!

2008-09-21T13:13:00.002+08:00

i just love staying at home doing nothing but sleeping and watching movies (that ive downloaded) and playing and sleeping and watching movies and playing. :]

i dint go out with any of my friends yesterday and i stayed home for the whole saturday.

jonathan they all asked me go clark quay for dinner and drink, but i dont really drink, and i lazy to travel there, so i skipped it. it was supposingly 7pm at clark quay for pasta waraku and drinking at i donno where. next time ill be there!

another one was some nature walk thing that wenjie had planned. it was 4pm at vivo there start to walk some trail outdoor. i woke up at 1plus seeing the weather looking threatening-ly hot and it somehow stopped me from going. but at 3plus 4 plus the weather looks damn cool and started drizzling. it was then that i regretted not going out. btw my friends also went clark quay for dinner. i really should have went.

so i stayed home the whole day doing nothing but watching tv and playing games. seriously. 2pm all the way to 2am in front of my computer and tv. my eyes are gonna burst. today i woke up at 10am for i-donoo-what reasons that i cant sleep. so i think ill sleep early later.

since tml not going to grace house already, i call joan amanda to go out. :]

2008-09-21T10:12:00.004+08:00

im TERRIBLY UPSET!

*SIGHHHHH*

cos yesterday i dint place bet on any soccer matches.

what will happen if i do?

stoke eat - win
blackburn give - win
arsenal give - win
as roma give - win
lyon give - win

maybe ill bet westham and sunderland too.

so its a guess what win what night, but i dint place any! due to what? STUPID DOTA!

2008-09-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

forget to talk about vonn's birthday. nevermind! pictures next time round.

monday went dinner on monday with joan wong syafiq and jazreel at siglap cartel. nothing great about the food. but we took retarded photos and chat over some relationship stuffs. ngiam has to be more mature in her thinking tho. pictures next time too.

wednesday went andy house to learn abit about piano. i swear hes damn 'lo so'. starting to like to play piano. its quite fun. always regretted not learning since young. if not now i already grade donno what with fast fingers. after learning with lynn and wenjie, we met donghao at old airport road for dinner. long time no see my brother. after that return to andy house awhile and dongao sent me home :]

thursday went to andy house again to continue learning for awhile. after that around 8 we played mahjong. 2 dongs and i won 28bucks. gotten quite lucky :]:] went home straight after that cos mummy daddy keep calling and nagging until pekcek. eventually i still sleep at 1plus. so i dont see a difference in reaching home earlier.

today im a damn good boy that go home straight after school.

tml and sunday i think ill be staying home and just enjoy the serenity and peaceful hours.

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emo side is i think i gonna just lose this one good friend. well, as much as i can see... i think its already lost. there's nothing much i can do on my part since * is not willing to tell anything.

oh wells i need to tame my temper again..

2008-09-19T10:23:00.001+08:00

weekdays early morning are always unhappy.

its either my parents or me.

but mostly i think its my temper acting up again.

2008-09-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

last tuesday went teo heng with amanda junhao wankian and graceong. sang from 1 to 7. well they almost died. i still stand strong. just that i abit shy to keep holding the mic in the end. :] their company is good and we shd go singing again sometime soon. went for chicken rice dinner and chitchat for awhile and came to a suggestion that next monday we will go to grace house and stayover and just chill.

last friday was short dinner with joan and wong and wilbur. ate tze char and went back for ice cream. went home to rest early and asked junhao come over, cos the next day is wedding day.

saturday wedding at orchid country club. its afternoon meal so i had to wake up at 8plus. wore formal with blazer la. will be dying of heat if the weather isnt cooperative, but lucky its windy. amanda came over and dad drove us there. the food was alrite, just that everything came slowly and eventually not hungry after the 3rd dish. after that, went to the hotel room that godma booked for us and slack there. amanda and junhao went back to get their stayover clothes and next day swimming stuff. so around 4plus they were back and we slack awhile before going for early dinner.

dinner was not bad, but had to pay 8plus for fried beehoon. after dinner, went jackpot room with mummy and her friends and i won 90+ in short 15min for my mummy. :]:] jackpot luck. thats all. stopped and went to sent them off and i went back to the room to accompany sufong amanda and junhao. saturday was a good day cos all 3 matches that i bought, all win :] slept at 2plus, woke up 9plus for breakfast.

after that went swimming at hc's place. went ahma place awhile and headed down to hc place to sort of have the mooncake festival feeling. play some lanterns and eat some mooncakes with tea. went home shortly and sleep! :]

tml andy's place.
cant rmb weekends i have wat plan.

2008-09-11T14:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday after school i rushed to town to meet wong and joan. and i think its the first time that the 3 of us actually go out together. went far east to meet them and we did alil shopping..

i told joan the shoes that she bought need something that is eye catching. like glitterings or diamonds. lol. she say she like it plain. i think its too plain. den we just keep saying and saying.. but one thing for sure, whatever amanda takes, the two of us seldom agree to amanda. how to say? just take it that amanda's taste is... WEIRD. sometimes.

i got a size M berms cos the S cannot fit in AT ALL. it shows how fat i have outgrown. even the M seems to be alil tight. so i tried L but lucky it was still big for me. :D wanted to get a pair of white shoes with brown line that cost only 30 bucks but no size. saw a similar one, but it cost 40, i still want to get it. but no size too. die die trying to same design, but a different brown, also NO SIZE!! the shoes doesnt want me. somemore my size is only 6 for that pair (i usually wear 7 or 8), and they dont have it! i will find any means to try get that shoes.

went to another shop that sell tshirts. on-going sales of buy 3 get 4th free. one cost $24.90, so we calculated 1 will cost $18+ if we divide by 4. so i got 2, joan got 1 for jodin, amanda got 1 for wilbur. i had to try the size. AGAIN I CANNOT FIT IN M. its quite tight in M. so eventually got Ls.

dinner was at big"O" which totally sucks. they should called it "BIG"o. cos their serving is totally "big". amanda say not bad not bad. mudpie not bad. one person about 20bucks. NO! their food is quite bad. serving is small for the price that we paid. the porkchop is bland. the portion is tiny. the mudpie still alrite, just that its chocolate. we sat and talk and camwhore alil. after paying we sat at a weird place in wheelocks and talk until 10plus before we headed home. their company is good, cos they sometimes make me laugh. :]

i enjoy friends like you and you. :]

pictures from joan first den i post it. so joan hurry.

2008-09-09T01:01:00.002+08:00

afternoon was lunch at mensa. well i ate hell of of food. i think. it was western set meal (porkloin, cream of chicken, pudding) and additional cream of chicken and chicken cutlet rice and a soft drink. hahaha. all the chicken and porks.

after which was movie after school. dinner first! i was still full after lunch so i ate korean the noodles which is maggi mee that cost 4 bucks. waste of money. never again ill do it. after that, went to watch death race. its a damn good show that worth my 7 bucks. whole time action of 1hr30min. natalie martinez who is the main actress of the show is damn pretty i think. :]

this is her.

a super nice show. die die must watch for action lovers.
next show i die die will catch!

well. many things happened. i donno how to comprehend anything. i feel quite useless. i dont feel as important to my friends anymore. its like i can be gone and they dont really bother to ask or care anymore. AHHH. its emo night agaain... goodnite!

2008-09-07T19:06:00.005+08:00

wednesday went to john little sales at expo with wong and junhao. HA! sounds so ahpek to go expo john little sales. amanda buy her things i bought mine. junhao as usual see tibits. quite alot of things to see but nothing much to buy. so i got another tshirt, fbt, a berm (i noticed i grew fatter already! im wearing 31 for god sake), tibits that worth 10+ in total.

about 6plus near 7 finally finish shopping and headed to airport for dinner :] they wanted subway but i said no. :] they wanted popeyes but i said no. :] was tired of those western kinda of food and bread. but they know i got a picky and fussy mouth. so i told them i wanted to go T2 canteen eat. damn long never go there eat liao. and i always have a home feeling there. so we headed there and we ordered chicken chop to share, hokkien mee for me and wong, banmian for junhao. wanted to still order kaya toast but no more :[ after dinner we went viewing mall for a short while but theres no airplane to see so we ended talking.

thursday was home. wanted to sleep early cos damn tired, but ended palyign and still sleep at 12plus 1. so friday was tired as well.

friday went home early cos supposingly play overnight mahjong. and thot of sleeping for 3 hours before they come. in the end i played and never sleep again. me lynn junhao andy wenjie. wenjie is damn noisy keep wanting to go home -.- watch movie ownself laff. talk to himself. anyway we play until 2plus they decided to go home cos they need to go home. somemore the 3 of them walked home. craziness. oh btw, the 3 of us wore the same shirt. damn cute cos i look like their child.

saturday nothing to do and i decided to call people to my house and play mahjong. its raining so the weather was damn good. so came jazreel derrick and wankian. overnight mahjong till 6am. it was tiring as usual and i think we need to try to play lesser overnight. i sleep all the way until 5pm! OMFG!

2008-09-02T20:38:00.002+08:00

some random-ness

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my last week

wednesday

went 85 with jazreel amanda vonn joan wilbur, and jodin after our dinner. it has been so long since this company went with me. so ya. ate food that weigh tons and even have to play zhong ji mi ma to finish up everything :] but i still love to eat tang yuan there :]:] strictly sesame paste only! went macs for jodin to get his food and went home shortly after that. quite a relax and comfortable day.

friday

lounge at 6 to 7 just to wait for dee. but i never get to see her cos shes damn late. moreover i suppose to meet h9 at 6 at ps. of course im late. reached there only at 750. really rush i tell you. i evenask iris for the bus if not ill be more late. oh its vonn birthday celebration btw. reach mahattan and they already finish their food. :[ but i was damn hungry the whole day just to go there eat, but they all finish teir food already. nevermind, and i ordered my own food and eat my own food. lol. the cake and brownies came when im still having my food! i not sure whats the rush. but the cake is cheesecake :]:] after mahattan, donno where to go, just sit outside and talk and talk and talk. talk until nearly 12 sia.

derrick jazreel and junhao want to play mahjong at my house but can start only when junhao pray finish. so we waited until 1plus. i nearly died. cos im already damn tired. but when started playing, energetic! midst of te game i gotten tired again. it lasted until 5plus in the morning before everything ended.

saturday

woke up at 830am cos have to be in school at 930. totally took half of my life away. i have only 2hours of sleep. went school and did the demostration to the secondary school kids. went for lunch with ben and joshua and wenjie. reached home 1plus, slept for awhile until 3 and left to coldstorage to meet yunru and jiamin to get bbq stuff. it my mistake to not order everything from there. cos i thot it will be cheaper this way. went to her house and wait for time to pass. 5plus 6 before we headed down to the pit and get everything started. well, overall was fun. personally i got affected by something. until now i still not sure what issit. had a surprise birthday celebration for fook kandis karen and dee as well. after that, we just sit there and talk and talk until we have to catch the last bus home.

also had a good talk with jiayu. simply told her my story. lol. reached home bathe and sleep at about 2plus.

sunday

had to wake up to meet dee kaiwei and stven for the 'i donno what' walk. reach at 8. started to walk around expo 1 round until 9plus. totally stupid la! haha. but nevermind we did alot of talking on the way. saw john little sales and timberland too. had breakfast and wait for 1030 john lil sales. wahahaha. gurls shopped theirs and me and steven walk around the guy's corner loh. eventually bought a tshirt that is quite comfortable. :] after that went airport for lunch and i ate popeyes mash potatoes :]:] after eating i really dozzzzze off there. wahahaha. really damn tiring.

went home 1plus and bathe and i donno what gotten into me and i started to clear my cupboard and drawer's clothes. cleared until damn neat already and finally fall asleep at 3. woke up only at 730 and watch tv dinner play bet soccer and fall asleep back at 1plus but flip flip flop until 2plus before i really got to sleep.

yesterday

went school and sleep. did alil of work and the rainy season really cast a sleeping spell on me. even now i still feel like sleeping.

2008-08-27T19:56:00.008+08:00

this is vonn's pageant photos at st.james. :]

the stage!

the people that went early. im there too!
my damn ugly friend la.
BEHOLD! ALL THE DAMN GEEKY PICTURES OF US to suit that day's geek and glam theme. and please try not to laugh. :]

william's sister.

HAHA. helping my friend doing her centre parting. WAHAHA

there she is!

dont kill me jazreel. your centre parting picture!

ngiam look damn normal, but i have something worse kept for own viewing. LOL.

william.
-.- still look the same for sio.
maybe she look like that all the times. its natural.
never see jodin like that before. LOL.

NOW FOR MY PART!!

still looking alrite.

god knows what im doing.

getting worse...

OMG!

after all those pictures, time for some stage pictures of yvonne that looks damn pretty and cute that day. we never thot of her doing all these. so ya.. WATCH!

oh. jus taking a break sometime in the middle.. continue!
never see her so close with a guy before la.

our pageant queen :] in our hearts la. :] good job vonn!
look at her bareback dress! the other is my back. LOL.
wonderful.

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anyway! not gonna post about whats happening these few weeks already. damn tired. :]

but was overall doing my project and rushing my project and going home daily :]:]

i fell like a damn good boy sometimes. :]:]:] pls agree!

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2008-08-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

evening to now, fucking bad mood for i donno what reason.

2008-08-17T12:39:00.002+08:00

went for vonn's pageant, and please wait for the pictures on my blog, i swear it will be good! vonn looks super super pretty in the dress! none of us could recognise her and its that pretty! went stjames early at 630 and everything only started at 745 -.- but nehmind, we got a good spot to sit :] took super ugly photos i swear, so again, watch out for the photos!

theme was geek and glam, and of course the pictures we took and pose is geek photos la. always taking the uglier theme, i donno why. in the middle of the pageant went to order drinks, and i called whisky dry. in the end i dint drink. :[ altho i think its alrite, cos i had a sip. den i rmb i had terrible gastric flu on friday and i avoided that drink.

went to the front actually wanted to pass the flowers to vonn but got no chance. NEVERMIND VONN! AS I SAID YOURE THE BEST LOOKING THERE WITH THE BEST PERSONALITY LIAO. we all also agree the judges there are quite blind.

the whole thing ended at around 12plus and we waited for vonn to come out and pass her the flowers that we actually bought on the spot. WAHAHAHA. bareback somemore her dress! want to see? wait for the pictures! LOL. went macs for dinner at 1am. hahahaha. i was damn hungry by then. i rodered mcChicken meal upsize with double cheeseburger. ate the cheesebruger liao, half the fries and few mouth of the drink, i found my stomach getting the pain again. den i left my burger uneaten. :[ waste money :[:[ but what to do la. pain until like siao i dont dare eat.

went home by car. william drove.

i think i wore like the waiters there. aiya, i always dress wrongly. dress until look like them. LOL.

2008-08-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

today woke up early in the morning 6plus finding myself having terrible stomach pain. its pain and not ache. took medicine and still pain, but i still go school. in the end i finally cannot take it at 11plus in the lab, and i took cab down to see doctor.

in the cab, i took out my wallet, and found out that i only have 7buck in my wallet!! den i see the meter going and going, den i damn scared. den i dont think he got nets machine too. den when i finally reach, i ask hiim whether can pay by netes, and true enuff, no nets allowed. so i said i only have 7bucks with me. THANK GOD that uncle is damn kind and i paid 7bucks only. so ill like to compliment that uncle with carplate number of 5969C :]:]

this is another problem for me when i have no money, cos the doctor there cannot pay by nets and i need to walk around to look for atm machine. the nurse there never give clear instructions and i walked like 20min around the neightbourhood to look for atm. zzz. i went back with no money and called my daddy to come and help me pay. hehe. :]:] 1 day mc!

so overall today is a bad day.

1. no money for cab and doctor.
2. ultra bad stomach pain whole day.
3. PR2 change from 230pm to 10am.
4. spilt headache.
5. damn tired.

tml got vonn's pageant, sunday got joan's fleamarket. and i dont think ill get to rest. so i better slp now :] maybe ill skip the flea market. see my stomach how again. get well soon stomach!

2008-08-14T22:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEOW WAN KIAN :]:]

has her celebration at cathay japanese village (ri ben chun). LOL. got amanda wong, junhao, hanchih, jonathan, sufong, weetong, aye and me of course. den ordered like crazy and eat. i dint take any pictures of the food tho. wasnt hungry at all when i reach there, cos i had a burger at 3pm. ate quite alot still. 1 salmon don, yakitori, plates of sushi, mango milkshake. 20bucks per person equally split :] after dinner, walked around alil and i decided to invest in a good smell :]:] i really like the smell of it.

john vavatos

this is a berms that i bought at discounted price of $40. 50%. if not ill never buy this. i like the colour, but i haben got a chance to wear it. soon! bought this like weeks liao. haha.

this is my baby buddy.

haiyo! whole team sleeping. and the way andy sleep, see liao also tired.

my squid! i designed it :] vote for me at designbyhumans.com

yesterday was a quick dinner with brudder jiamin. had to rush to eat finish before 7. and we ordered alot of food at sakae. but it was a good dinner tho. and thanks to jiamin, i understand that i SHD NOT~~ ya. you know you know. so.. thanks germaine! ahhahaha. just love to call her that.

so it means i had jap food for 2 days in a row. have to stop!

PR2 is finally coming, and i hope it faster comes and go. den i can have my break and do things at my own pace :] have alot of things to do still la. DESIGNING LOGO IS TOP PRIORITY~ damn sad life i have now. have to be troubled by so many things. but again, i dont wan to leave tp. i rather get troubled by all these. WAHAHAHHA. maybe im not thinking at all.

i want to learn piano.
i want to learn singing.
i want to read books.
i want to learn fighting.

2008-08-11T20:38:00.008+08:00

this is gonna be the last night that im gonna be like this emo. no longer like that after tml!

just want to thank everyone that entered my life. be it happy or sad, you all have made my life colourful. so.. here it goes..

thank you h9. you all are already my family. 5YEARS

this has always been our way and ill eat it like that no matter what people has to say.

and yes. bring your spouses with you is the right thing to do.

and we dont mind squeezing 11people into a maxi cab like that. altho squeezy, altho humid, altho unbearable. but i just enjoy the warmth and joy being with you all.

actually our bond has been done up by fate and destiny. early sec3, after a big incident that happened to me, i was all lonely and unhappy. luckily in the mid sec3 life of mine, i got to know the 8 happiest people that eventually brought happiness and the joy in me out again. i know i have a foul temper. i know i have bad attitude. i also know im unbearable sometimes. thanks for understanding me, thanks for putting up with me all these time. although we had quarrels every now and then, i hope all these quarrelings, arguements will only bring our bond closers and not distant.

joan: rmb we had a big quarrel about you neglecting all of us during year2. luckily it brought us closer and not further. still rmb after that quarrel, we still go out as h9, and we couldnt talk that well in the beginning. but eventually we are still one family.

jazreel: although you still dont really contact us now and then, but i hope you still care. cos i do. although you dont meet up with us often, i appreciated that you will suddenly bring PIES and CAKES to my house when i say i feel like eating. you are wonderful. no more emo after tonite.

vonn zy: we dont quarrel with each other. thats the good thing. like seriously. no matter how long we never meet up, the moment we did, there wun be awkwardness between us too.

syafiq: its really fate. never knew you well since primary school. but i think fate gave me another chance to know you better in secondary. somemore in the same h9.

ngiam sio: how did we even get to know each other. but nevertheless, you two are damn cute. ngiam shd maybe have some temper, cos i dont really like to see you get bullied, unless by me. sio you have grown up. still as retarded, but surely in a good way.

thank you h9.co de COMPANY. all my wonderful brothers. 5 YEARS

i like this picture alot. all of us look damn happy at the wedding.

still going strong as a damn big group.

rmb my birthday at the kids corner.

well.. its the same for you guys. all happened after that big incident. every single one of you jus never walk away. lucky and glad that you guys are there for me. your company has been the best of all.

even next time if we got to contact lesser and lesser, ill not forget the times.....

go swimming.

when we go hc house watch movie, play pingpong.

going out together to watch movie, buying tickets for like 15 16.

i also definitely enjoy finding a place big enuff to accommodate all of us 20+.

making nuisance out of ourselves in the streets.

i will also rmb times when we had our chalet, staying up to play and watch movie and talk and walk around aimlessly sometimes.

i cant name all of you, cos there's just too many, but ill like to say.....

thank you every single one of h9 company.

thank you classmates f601. my happy friends. 3 YEARS

we are still strong.

and they still celebrate my birthday with me. how can i ever forget them.

big group at night like that is damn seldom.

joking around is wonderful with them.

my buddy that is willing to do stupid things with me, although i know shes unwilling to.

never fail to tease jenny, and she really have a bad temper.

we 3 usually joke around saying dont snatch my idy.

well.. entering poly at first seems to be a wrong choice. cos i never had any interest in java programming or in computers. ask me about routers, cables, modem right now, and i still can tell you the wrong thing. but, they have made my wrong choice, a right one. although i still dont have interest in the diploma, i go school just for the cert and of course to see my wonderful friends. they never fail to make me laugh when im unhappy. this bunch of friends is surely the best anyone could have. you have the funny ones, the serious ones, the retarded ones, the playful ones, the dumb ones. im just saying i wun get bored with you all la. the actions and behaviour and everything.

meow donghao: donno when but we have become brothers. although i never say it, but i really like it when you guys acknowledge me as one of your brother. sometimes i make fun of you two, but you have to know i dont mean it. its just a joke. both of you are damn good brothers that i have and ill not want to have you gone. continue brother-ing alrite?

lynn: thanks for keep pasting me links during mp/sip to keep me awake. altho sometimes i dont really see, cos the loading is damn slow and im damn tired, but i still enjoy seeing the links you pasted. also thanks for buddying with me with fighting monster wenjie and make fun of everyone we could. youre one of the best buddy i have too.

ck: thanks for everything you did. you also need to get emotionally happy. stop bothering about unhappy stuffs already. thanks for being maria for the past 2years and being spartan this year too. although we keep saying, but you know we are joking. youre a good friend.

idy: stop being so short tempered. but your temper have changed from worse to bad to ok liao. diet coke now? thanks for bickering with me in class to make my time in class flies like shutterspace.

wenjie kc andy: altho we never had been that close, but mp/sip is really a good time that we gotten closer. having childish times, having singing times, having sleeping times together.. all jus seems fun with you all. if not ill die from boredom. thanks andy to send me home sometimes. thanks kc to buy food for me sometimes and Q and wait for me.

ben josh: mp/sip time will crawl if not for you guys. thanks for nudging me when im sleeping and teacher comes in. thanks for keep hitting me whenever something happen to you josh. thanks for covering up my work when i donno how to do. thanks ben for buying food buying drinks for me and not asking me for the money although you know i eventually will still pay you. i enjoy the company for you two. ben also have the patience to teach although i jus cant get the things in. i also like scaring you two. you two will be my good friends forever. no matter whether josh goes to fight war or whatever, joshua is still my friend. ben will still be my funny and retarded and fat friend.

thank you mahjong kakees. 5 years.

mahjong people.

yes. derrick too.

saturdays sundays were never bored last time. cos mahjong was there for us. well. i have damn lots to say about mahjong, but ill just cut damn short. i know i have a damn bad temper at mahjong. ive always wanted to change it. i hope i made some improvement to it. i hate losing. but i know you guys doesnt like to lose either. i showed unhappiness most of the times. truely sorry. you all have always took in my rantings, my anger, my unhappiness, my attitude, my temper. so i really really want to say 2 things. sorry and thank you. i really miss playing mahjong with you all. i do.

thank you tef. 1 year.

i gave my first slumber to you.

TEF is a clique that i will never get bored with. i always look forward to TEF gatherings. i really dont wan us to drift further. although i know everyone have their lifes and schedules, and is very busy.. i hope we will still have the time to meet up and talk about anything. i donno why, i jus feel damn happy and warmth with the 11 of you all.

jiamin: i know youre busy all the time. and you know im upset whenever our appointment gets cancelled. but you also know that im alrite with it. i know you try very hard to squeeze time out to meet, but you know i really appreciated that. even if its a short 30minutes, ill be very happy. you are my first and last brudder alrite? no accepting another brudder except you. so dont abandon me.

yc: sorry that i neglected you if i do. you still is my best friend alrite. im really happy to know you better this year, although we are in the same beenox last time, we never got to communicate. fated to know each other better. so cherish.

dee: thank you for consoling me everytime im sad. i know you arent good at words, but i know you tried. thanks alot. i appreciated that alot alot.

yunru: thank you yunru for making me laugh and join in my jokes sometimes. i feel very comfortable with you around. i hope this comfortable feeling will last as long as im alive.

shermain kandis jo-an karen kaiming fook jiayu: turn up all tef gathering organised by me. this my is pleading. at least try. no matter how late, how long, how far. as long as you turn up. even for 5mins, i think ill be the happiest.

thank you wankian. 7 years.

i found this super nice picture.

you tolerated me the longest. wankian, you will always be my good friend. although we will quarrel too, but we still stays as good friend. i hope it stays this way alrite? my neighbour.

lastly. THANK YOU AMANDA WONG HUI MIN (7years) AND LIEW JUNHAO (5years).

walking on the road of eternal friendship.

you say it, ill do it.

you know i care the most.

amanda: i know you must be thinking why bao never talk about me when i mentioned h9. its not that i forgotten to, but i wan to leave the best for the last. i think we quarreled the biggest quarrel, gotten angry for the hardest times. sec3, although you werent directly in the big quarrel, but i just got mad and quarrel with everyone. i still can rmb we are quarreling about whether its my fault or their fault in the first place. yes. now after so long, i finally noticed that its my fault. ive always been bad tempered, short tempered. my character and attitude suck to the max. i all know. even though you know all these, you continue to befriend with me, taking in all my attitude and rubbish. another quarrel was last year recently we talking about boobs. yes i still rmb. its my fault for keep making fun. i was insensitve and dint know you were uncomfortable. in the end we gotten into a quarrel. my fault, but you took initiative to apologise to me. i was shocked. this prove, if we are meant to be friends, we will be. no matter wat comes in our way, we will be able to knock out everything and continue walking together to the end. i really hope that we can be friends forever. like forever. i feel really happy when you say you wan to go f.i.r with me, and im the first person you asked. really is. last thing for you to know, i love you my friend.

junhao: i know i have been ill-treating you most of the time. everyone tells me that. yes, so firstly sorry. i still gonna do it. it has been a habit already. but you know i dont mean it. unless you really get me angry. i also know you have always been quite bothered about my stuffs, but i just seldom talk about it. yes, i dont wish to tell you. cos i think you have more problems den me. you dont have to keep asking, cos ill tell you when time is ripe. i enjoy your company as much as amanda's. tell me if you need anything, or want anything alrite, if i can help, i definitely will. if not how can you keep telling me "what are friends for".

goodnite. no more emo for the longest time i try.

2008-08-09T22:51:00.004+08:00

Spontaneous Idealist (SI)

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html

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another test.

排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易 , 5是最不容易) 五個選項分別是：

a. 感動
b.傷心
c.痛 ( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張

my order is B E A D C

對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。

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this week wasnt really good. all my schedules and plans got quite messed up. hope for a better next week :]

no need friends!

anxiety. uncertain. unknowingly sad.

2008-08-03T22:08:00.006+08:00

this is overdue steamboat pictures from ck :]

ticking the foods :]

food!
my da-ge :]
food!
glory food!
cheers!
oh. i drank coke with jenny.
dirty mess.
i just wan to be in the picture :]
gay-ness.
aiya. da-ge again.
supposingly is me de! cannot reach to take picture with my brothers.
buddy, fatty, spartan.
twin towers and jenny.
-.-
HEHE~
buddies fighting the evil monster!
and we are winning!!
hide from the monster!!
bb!

went swimming again at seaview today with the usuals except for amanda wong. well.. today swimming was great, cos the sun is damn good for tanning. i think i cannot be darker anymore. another tanning 40min, i think i look the same! i also damn proud of myself la. i swam back and forth 8times today and im damn tired. my hands are damn tired from swiping the current....

thursday : cai shi. LOL.

friday : FIR with amanda!

sunday : swimming!!

2008-07-30T12:12:00.003+08:00

Friday went steamboat dinner with my classmates at bugis. i was hungry, but in the end, i never eat as much as i think i shd. Order and order, and the food just keep on coming. All stopped at about 9plus. Only donghao and lynn eat and eat and eat la. Oh, and kc ate a bowl of pig liver. :[ paid alil extra for it and we went to bugis arcade there to see see. So long never go arcade liao. Kinda bring back memories. i rmb during exams period in secondary school, papers that end damn early, me and my friend will head down to suntec to eat and play. In the midst of exams.. not only on the last day.. anyway, went home around 11plus. Play and sleep of course.

Saturday i think i stayed home whole day only until at night went parkway with mummy to get my pants. Still have to collect it another day. Damn slow. Ate sakae. i wasn’t hungry at all, but i ordered damn hell lot of food. 4people, me my ahma mummy and young cousin. Bill cost 80. went home around 9plus 10, and junhao fishy kaho came over to stay. They say “wah bao, for the frist time you don’t wan to sleep”. LOL. Cos the time was already 1plus 2 plus and i still wan to play daidee with them. So i slept around 3plus.

The next day i not sure why but i just automatically woke up at 11am. Going swimming :]:] this time Amanda never go, and guess wat? THE SUN IS DAMN STRONG! Since the time we reach around2plus to 5plus, the sun still shine and scorch. Played bridge and tann alil, went down to the water and swim alil laps. Got up and bathe and went for lunch-dinner. They insisted on kfc. So ya lo :[ went there. After eating went parkway walk walk awhile and i bought a GREEN berm that cost 40bucks after discount. before discount its 80. so its 50% off! went hc house slack awhile and practically did nothing there la. so go home shortly and sleep! :]:]

Monday was feeling sick. Went school for nothing, cos i did nothing. Went for haircut. Ate medicine at night and sleep liao. Early night.

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Waiting for the pictures from ck!! Steamboat steamboat…

Mummy: tomb of the dragon emperor!!

i think i wan to go sentosa.
i think i need to exercise more.
i think i need to visit the doctors damn soon.
i think i need to get a new pair of white shoes.
i think i need to spend more time with my family.
i think i need to learn how to earn my own money.

NO GAMBLING! only can bet soccer :]:]

but anyway. all doesnt really matter, since 2012 is coming.

2008-07-27T23:58:00.002+08:00

im no longer emo liao :]

cos i thot thru everything liao. i no need to bother those that doesnt bother :]

but im troubled over another issue.

the world is damn unfair. not to me, but to the others that i see.

not my friends, not my family, but those outside my care range.

went swimming today at seaview, and i got slightly burnt on the skin. tml den blog! have lots of time in the lab, PROVIDED im ot being watched by that camera. -.-

2008-07-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

does friends really come and go?

im still trying. are you?

where have my friends gone to?

2008-07-22T22:05:00.001+08:00

this song is so meaningful at times.

老地方

我用双手
舀起了半匙月光
涂在陪妳
回家经过的池塘
水波扬着月光晃
有点迷惘
我们坐在板凳上
一起等待隔日天亮

chorus
跟着晚风
又走到那个老地方
我的单车还是习惯
倚在妳家的墙
我如往常的抬头望
不管云层里有没有月光

多么不想
吵醒熟睡的小巷
路灯也听
妳讲未来会怎样
这夜晚有一些凉一些盼望
如此不安的彷徨
会不会也在你心上

chorus x2

2008-07-22T20:01:00.003+08:00

what are friends?

ive been asking myself for the past 2 weeks.

who are really my friends?

who knows.

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past few days were spent with h9.co people.

friday was h9 at siglap and after that some came over to play mj. damn tired.

saturday was jaz kaho me junhao fishy at my house playing mj and talking.

sunday was swimming and i went tampines to get stuffs. dinner and homed.

monday watched dark knight.

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时间已做了选择

什黱人叫做朋友

偶而碰头心情却能一点就通

因为我们曾有过

理想类似的生活

太多感受绝非三言两语能形容

可能有时我们顾虑太多

太多决定需要我们去选择

担心会犯错

难免会受挫

幸好一路上有你陪我

与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有

至今我仍深深感动

好友如同一扇窗

能让视野不同

与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有

至今我仍深深感动

好友如同一扇门

让世界(变)开阔

2008-07-15T18:58:00.010+08:00

ill start off this post with a I LOVE H9.

well.. jus randomly post some pictures that i digg out. everything jus bring back memories. every phrase of my life was taken down like a photo album.

waiting for lesson to start in poly, just snap lynn and wj

the days when we go pizza hut and there's student discount.
my dear meow~
it has been very long since we are like that. :[
mr fat ben. the drastic change!
during uarts, meow you did a bad job.

my buddy! of course we have the same action.
well.. this is amanda, my 8years best friend.
jean tan which i know during sec3.
weetong with all the flour.
i simply adore dodo. my very first friend in tp.

i simply enjoy your company too..
my crazy 8year friend.
well.. not driving license, jus the registration card and we were damn happy.
can i say i miss going out with you?
look who evolve to pretty lady.

this is my another best friend. chut seng! sec3times.
well.. this one was a grand birthday for them, cos we did the banner ourselves.
sentosa trip was made fun cos of GOHSUFONG. altho we always quarrel, but i wan to tell you, we are still damn good friend and bickering just bring us closer.
few years back. :[ damn nice long hair.

everyone is so happy back then.
without worries.
oh beenox! :]:]
my year of FOC.
neoprints were damn hot last time, and i look like ahbeng. everyone says so.

if you were thinking how ill look like botak, this is it. ngiam and siobhan had grown into fine beautiful ladies as well..
damn long ago de picture. one day after my birthday, wendya came to celebrate my birthday. this was the closest we had.
i think i miss jazreel. look how much fun we had last time.. will we have that much of fun ever again? jazreel, you just tell me honestly.
changes in joan.
everyone changes.

this is leow wan kian. my most retarded friend. :] but shes also one of my best friend.

my second most retarded friend. liew jun hao. :]:

the most mousey picture i ever taken.miss my hair. i had short hair b4 :] the beads arent mine.
the ahbeng hairstyle.
the happy bao that i still am.
no comments.

well. this is bits and pieces of my life. slow piece them up to what is call bao today.

i think everyone has change. be it good or bad. they have changed.

looks, attitude, character, physically, mentally, emotionally.

i still cant get over some of the changes.

but i chose to stay muted.

ending off with....

2008-07-14T16:00:00.002+08:00

had an emo sunday yesterday which i donno why.

today totally slacking. sleeping in lab, editing alil powerpoint, watchig anime, play dota during break, seeing some soccer news, and of course blogging.

last week was damn tiring. ran on tuesday, wednesday, friday. and friday evening i had subcomm camp. my legs were damn pain la. wednesday and friday altho i ran alil only, but still, i ran non-stop for that distance that i ran. i feel damn good :]

tuesday was hancock with the guys. he show was nice, but abit short. 1h20min only. but still worth watching. :]

wednesday running ended damn early, but i dont wan to go home myself, so i waited for WUBOHAN for his db training to end. in the mean time, i watched men's volleyball. gurls de abit boring, so i stayed there to watch the guys de. damn exciting and fun and exciting and fun. the way they play makes me want to learn and play like them :] dinner after that and talk abit of life and i went home liao....

watched red cliff part1, and im waiting for part 2 that will be coming out fastest dec, thats what my friends told me. the whole plot and storyline and actions are good. worth watching :]

the camp that i went, altho its alil boring, not as what i expected. but overall, its the people that made the camp more exciting and fun. only on the second day that i noticed its gonna be my last subcomm camp in tp. FIRST AND THE LAST. i think ill miss everything that i do in camps. thats why i will cherish this year's FO damn well. subcomm camp, i only know and remembered alil amount of people, cos i came late without the icebreaks. but i still get to know derek steven benchow joanna better. was in LUCAN, and i also got to know ziwei, phoebe.. lucky dee and benchow derek in my team, if not ill be damn bored and sleepy. BENCHOW SLEEPS ALMOST EVERY PART OF THE CAMP! thats all..

at night went dinner at QIJI with SET3. LOL. hahaha. thats what joan called ourselves. cos we all ordered set3 nasi lemak for dinner. :]:] seriously, all 6 of us jus decided on set3. joanna dee joan benchow steven me. during dinner, everyone seriously sit down and jus stare at their food and eat it gone. LOL. only steven was talking.... and we all finished the food within 20min. FAST. after dinner went cpf to sit there and talk awhile in the group. wanted to sit somewhere quiet and not so many people, and i donno why, we sat in the middle of everyone. LOL. anyway, gossip at a loud tone... and after which went home at early10, took cab with joan to send her to jodin's, and went to fetch jh to my house. i slept at 1am to all the way 4 in the afternoon without any dreams. DAMN SHIOK! but as i said, my sunday was spent moody-ly.

tuesday nothing to do.
wednesday going eat with wankian and junhao :]
thursday nothing to do.
friday going out with joan they all for dinner :]:]
saturday swimming with junhao amanda they all :]
sunday i guess sleeping.

surprisingly, this week no movie outing.. or maybe haven....

still being slightly moody emo, i want to say..

i enjoy and feel warmth and love the company of h9
i like and will miss the company of h9.co
i will not forget happy3friends.
i look forward for all outing and i miss every single one of tef members.
i enjoy being with my classmates.
i love mahjong session with the regular people.
i still want to go out as a big group of beeenox, scythia, komez.

i wan to spend everyday like my birthday.

cos i think on my birthday, everyone will show how they care and remember me. but also ironically, also will show me people that doesnt really care la. :] its alrite!

2008-07-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

camp tmr!! i think i gonna like it, cos i can see joan and amanda.. it feels like when we are freshies. muahahaha. :]

2008-07-07T11:33:00.003+08:00

last week.

tuesday went running with jo-an keith maybelle. i ran with maybelle and i decided to push her to run since she also never run after a long time. i also cannot run too much, not picking up speed or mantaining.. this is quite bad la. but nehmind! i booked my napfa next year january. meaning i have another 6months to actually train up everything. have to start scheduling my whole week with abit of sports here and there liao. :] dont worry! ill at least run once a week.

wednesday went oppo tjc the market to eat with wankian junhao jonathan and hanchih. i ate the chao guo tiao. :] average taste with average ingredients.

ALL IN CHINESE.
me: "wankian, why your fishball noodles only got fishballs and no meat?"
wankian : "its called fishball noodles ma!! ask such a stupid question. -.-"
me: "WHAT! den you mean my chao guo tiao only got the guo tiao la! -.- -.-"

so it ended off with everyone there laughing. well.. it was a quick dinner, cos hanchih had to rush home i think. den junhao and jon also went home after dinner. i and wankian walked to interchange to get my specs. i got a new pair of glasses after so many years. its a new pair of black armani specs. hahaha. and the good news to me is that my degree only increase by +5 on my left side. well.. i gonna start eating carrots. put this in my schedule too!

thursday went dinner and cheesecake cafed with jiamin. well.. i think you need more of these stress-free talks. hahahaha. :] altho its quite a early day home, but i guess the day was well-spent. next week we can have another chat like that.

friday went SU agm. waited for that slow SUSAN (we know who). i felt quite weird and out of the place. dont like ah...... but anyway, lucky got weng nigel chelsie there and accompanied me in while i still wait for her. well... i seconded the financial donno what thing for edwin.. DAMN PAISEH i tell you. i went up and for a short moment i forgot my admin number -.- i went like...

Ho. Lin. Yong... admin number 06-06-71........ urm.. 713F.

hahahahah. not sure whether i got it correct.. den i guess i heard some laughter here and there in the audi. quite sure jo-an and jiamin were laughing at me la. :[ after agm, got like FO backtrack. all of us got into groups and started cheering. ended off at about 8plus 9plus. after which me jiamin jo-an yunru went techno for dinner. all of us were waiting for this 1 table that we aimed quite long liao.. den we also deciding to eat tze-char.. den we talking talking deciding about the food.. den the table that we were standing at got taken but a indian guy. i think hes indian. or malay. not sure. yunru went to confront him...

yunru: "we saw this table and were waiting for this table already"
THAT guy: "but i already sitted down" (in a not very nice tone)

WAH.. i think yunru nearly exploded. luckily the auntie there say "nevermind i get antoehr table for you.. dont worry." phew. if not i think yunru will keep syaing nonstop. but again.. that guy was quite rude and illmannered. aged about 40+ i guess. old man. oh well.. after dinner, we sat at the fitness corner to think about jiamin's speech for later. yunru is damn good at coming up with all these speeches. cabbed home with all of them and were talking about english names.. nehmind. dont talk about it. LATER THEY GET ANGRY. :]:]

saturday went swimming at 4plus with amanda junhao wilbur. hanchih and suling came with us together. the water was damn cold!! %^$#@^@. so were talking about going into army in the pool.. and swam a few short laps. got up and wash up around 6plus. went waraku for dinner at 8plus.. so in the meantime, went cold storage and walk around to look for slippers. waraku is still damn nice to eat. not getting bored of their food yet. i ate a packet of potato chips in cold storage and still go there eat the set meal of pork fillet with rice, small potato salad, a bowl of soba, and a bowl of curry. ordered maki and share also.. damn full after that. wanted to watch hancock after dinner. but being a saturday night, every cinema is packed. so never watch and reach home at 12plus and sleep liao....

sunday was spent at home sleeping and playing dota watching tv and slack with food :]

i love sundays. cos i like to be at home doing nothing! at the same time, another aprt is tellign me to have a more colourful life, to go out and have fun. but usually i listen to the stay home part of me. :]

this week.

monday business agm

tuesday running with classmates

wendesday running with joan they all

friday red cliff with classmate
saturday swimming at bohan's with amanda they all

random pictures another day :]

2008-07-06T22:18:00.004+08:00

abit late, but all these are the bday gifts and present i received this year. :]

thanks everyone that shared the presents and the cakes.

i noe the cakes i want arent cheap as well.. :] all the exp cheesecakes.. so thanks!

dh meow kuan elt lynn idy buy de watch.

daddy godma aunty give de angbao.
wishes from my poly classmates.
mummy give de necklace and card.
siti give de necklace.
well, it says TEF & keith.. give de board.

fishy give de CAPs.
my second crumpler bag from h9.co.
TEF and keith shared de Converse shoes.
ck buy de wallet.
haha! jordan give de card. you wun want to know whats inside.

aunty buy de desktop.
everything.
and everything.
this was random. but holland help me win this match on the same day i took the photos. :]

2008-06-30T11:40:00.003+08:00

SPAIN JERSEY IS GOING TO BE ON THE WAY!!! <3>
EURO CHAMPIONS: SPAIN!!!! WITH A GLORY SCORE OF 1-0!! :]

friday, went to watch wanted. reviewed already. :]

saturday, stayed home in the afternoon for national treasures. evening was TEF - ALL BLACK outing. apparently, lychee was not in black.. haha. yunru and yc in dark grey. the rest of us were black :] i have alil white on the shirt thats all. dined at mahattan fish. they really taste like fish and co. but i think i like mahattan more den fish and co. after dining, we went to clark quay for a drink. spent like 30min before deciding at mama's carribbean. its the first few time that i went pub to drink. ha! dont really fancy drinking alot. but it was all fun. the music were wonderful. the band also. we are the best audience that they can ever have.

TEF is surely a happy fun group. we all danced at our table, shaking and shouting and drinking. hahaha. FOOK KEEP WANTING TO MAKE ME HIGH. den i wasnt really responsive. HA. but when i did, jiamin they all like laughing at me. :] well.. everyone of us went quite high when the night goes darker. even yc also start to shake. we left the place at 3plus in the morning. me and yunru and jiamin shared a cab home, while the rest went to drink coffee b4 heading home by nightrider. on the cab i think i slept, but at the same time i can rmb alil conversation they exchange. i forget to pay the fare... so YUNRU REMIND ME ALRITE!

thanks TEF for the great company.. ALL WHITE IS COMING SOON~

sunday. swimming together with jh zy amanda. but more people turned up. sl hc jean jean's jon kaho fishy. despite reaching home at 4plus and slept at 4plus (i dint bathe HA!), i woke up aerly in the morning at 10.30am. cos i tht we are going swimming at 12. den i have to prepare. but at the same time. i have the urge to play 1 round of dota. so thats also why i wake up so early. to satisfy my need. LOL. :] den later jh called me to change the venue of swimming to hc's brother's condo at 2. (the place is so fucking pretty) but as usual, they are late. reached only at my house at 230 to fetch me. reach there at around 3 plus cos some of them got lost, and some were donno why late. hahaha. den of course at 3plus, the sun is already setting. no sun again. :[ its a curse when i wan to swim with zy and amanda. they are the anti-sun. went to steam room, jacuzzi as well.. was pretty fun la. after washin up, amanda went to take picture with the clothes.. we saw a yellow lamborghini and all of us went to take pictures with it. ahahahaha. like some branded artiste like that. :] but its really beautiful.

after that, we go for dinner. only me amanda hc jh and fishy. drove to botak jones, but decided not to eat there after that. cso drove to airport for popeyes. my slippers spoil after 2 years! den i have to walk barefoot in the airport. and surprisingly, my feets arent dirty! the airport is seriously clean! *3thumbs up* the food there really taste like kfc, but i like the coleslaw and the mash potatoes. after that hc sent everyone home and i went home to bet soccer and sleep liao.

today is damn boring.

2008-06-26T09:57:00.004+08:00

MOVIE REVIEW BY BAO!

Wanted ☺☺☺½

this is a damn wonderful action show. the twist and turn of the whole plot story was good. got quite a few surprises too.. angelina jolie is surely pretty and hot in the movie. the actions and fighting scenes are super brilliant also. its the kind of fighting scenes that i personally like.. 8bucks for the show!

GET SMART ☺☺☺½

not bad. i like Anna Hathaway. she's pretty :] some surprise elements.. good show. 8bucks to watch this. nothing more. the main character, which is the guy.. quite farnie la. the combination of the 2 of them is quite well. they make a good pair! quite a funny show as well.. the funny-ness is different from zohan's kind of funny. i like this more den zohan. worth watching!

INCREDIBLE HULK ☺☺☺☺

totally my kind of movie. but if the show is longer and more action thru out.. i will rate it 5stars! more hulk moves.. more fighting.. more monsters.. and the monsters also must be about the same strength as hulk uh, if not fighting wun be nice too. HAHAHAHA. :] i like the plot and storybuild. there's climax there's ending there's beginning.. quite evenly given. this show if ask me pay 10bucks, im alrite with it. :]:] thats how much i think i like this show.. but sadly, since no one wants to watch this show, i pulled junhao and kaho to watch with me at princess.

DONT MESS WITH THE ZOHAN ☺☺ ½

:[ altho quite farnie, but i dont think ill like to watch this for more den 7bucks. 7bucks i also think not ver good leh. so.. watch this at princess! :] the jokes are those that.. younger kids wun get it de la. i mean damn young de kids. nothing much about the show, jus that it's farnie.

National Treasure: Books of Secrets ☺☺☺

watched this at home with mr.liew, cos i think this movie is not bad. well.. all about solving puzzles and puzzles. but the way they bring solving the mysteries is damn good la. anyone that wan to watch this movie, can ask from me. the whole time of the movie, i was quite thrilled at how they actually think of so many secrets and everything la. the places they filmed at also damn good. hahaha. overall worth watching at the price of 7bucks!

PS: I LOVE YOU ☺☺☺

this movie is quite touching in the beginning but not so touching afterall at the back already. but it was really hard for her to forget someone that she really love. but gerry is damn thoughtful! even after hes death, he still try to help holly forget him and try and fall in love with another person. funny scenes and sad scenes are good. bring out the friendship feeling in the show quite well also.. still worth watching.. at the price of 7bucks too!

i dont fall asleep in movies. but if i really did, it means that the movie is really not worth watching anymore. haaha. :]

movie review is done. :]

2008-06-24T23:03:00.001+08:00

its 25th june soon.

gonna be a moody day i guess.

tht i could have went out in the evening but was cancelled.

nevertheless, im blessed.

2008-06-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

lack of sleep.

bad mood.

fuck.

2008-06-19T22:43:00.008+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY WITH F601

fav thing to do. :]
dumb meow
ck.

they ask me move back. :[

making a wish...
oh damn. they wan me do this.
too easy! and they put further.
stupid dh.
he did it again.

i blow off, he re-light the thing.
i hate to do it, so i went to blow it off straight.
19 years old have to take out with nose.
cut cake have to still put my stance. :x

ah!

fat ben :]
kc :]
chin kuan :]

donghao :]
wenjie :]
>.<
jenny :]
on top...

below.
HAHAHA.
oh, ben's relative or something. :]
my lovely classmates that walked thru 3 years with me.
retarded!

retarded 2!
retarded 3!
going home liao~ (people looks at us when we took it)
taking the bear 'zao geng'

2008-06-16T22:03:00.004+08:00

my bday with TEF :]

they rmb-ed my cheesecake :]

fook. hehe.

brother fook.
kaiming.
brother keith
sister yunru.
sister boar dee.

beeeee.
jiayu.
bestfriend yc.
lovely brudder jiamin!

post other days another day liao! damn tired.

2008-06-10T10:46:00.006+08:00

first thing first, Happy Belated Birthday Roy

last thursday met some of TEF (jiamin yc yunru dee kandis fook). just a meetup out of the blue. the rest couldnt make it, but nehmind. we ate at century²'s food courst for dinner, cos most of us were broke already. after that, we went CPF building there to sit and chat. discuss about 28th's black outing, but nothing came out of it as usual. :] around 9plus, yc fook and dee went off, so left me jiamin yunru and kandis there to chat alil bit more. jh they all came to find me for awhile (cos i never go with them for roy's brithday dinner.. SORRY), but for that awhile, i miss out alot of gossips from the gurls. LOL. well, talked about some lovey stuffs and one thing i found out.... all of the like guys that have short hair. 0.O went home at around 10plus with jiamin taking bus 10 again. haha. this time, we never finish our chat. my bus 13 came too early!! (we continue another day uh, if you still wan to hear) went home and sleep after that, cos there's boring school on friday...

wait....

i took mc on friday! hahaha. i was too tired to go school after celebrating for few days straight. apparently, i took mc on the wrong day. cos last friday was super short. there's sports day where everything went chaotic. :[:[ bad choice of taking mc on a friday!

saturday was celebration with h5 (-jazreel - syafiq - zheyang - ngiam) + junhao + wilbur + derrick + jodin. yes. i need to bold the people i minus. its my birthday la :[ syafiq came to celebrate on my birthdate itself so hes alrite. zheyang too.. the others... ya. see for yourself! (not angry but dissappointment) after dining at Aston's, we went Coffee Club again. (the whole cafe stinks la. haha. the shirt will get the smell :[ ) den, my cheesecake! altho they never gave me a h9 present, but they got me a h9 cheesecake! its equally good. :]:] so long never see joan and vonn. so ya. :]

thanks joan for coming and we are still good friends! :]:]
thanks vonn for being so silly. :]
thanks amanda for planning and reaching there earliest to Q :]
thanks siobhan for being retarded :]
thanks junhao for planning too. :]
thanks wilbur for getting the cake and Q with amanda :]
thanks derrick for coming the second time :]
thanks jodin for wishing me happy birthday when its 5days late :] (i mean its alrite)

sunday was spent sleeping. :]

betted soccer on saturday and sunday, finally winning back wat i losing. 118 :] so now its about -200!! another 5 more winning rounds and i can break even.

yesterday donghao and meow passed me my birthday present!! a watch! :] i think its an expensive watch. fossil brand with leather. LOL.

thanks lynn, idy, chinkuan, elton, meow and donghao for that watch!!

went out in the evening with the 2 of them for dinner and coffee. first time we 3 brothers went out together alone. ate sakae. drank starbucks. not gonna say wat we did in the night at the park. HA! (self-imaginations) mak sent me home after that and i hand itchy went to bet italy and lost :[ so i need 6 more winning matches.

boring tuesday!!

thursday might be watching movie :]

friday going ikea and go singing :]:]

2008-06-06T13:37:00.004+08:00

HC Birthday!

not sure why hc birthday no hc also.. hahaha. but these are all taken using my phone la. they are all at my table maybe. hehe. :]

2008-06-06T13:19:00.004+08:00

a view of school in the evening.
when i was bored in school.
i walked all the way to the last block.
keith me deeee
sexybacks. *grins*
i drew it!
uh huh?
pretty cousin :]:]
loving tree.
random. (note the date)
swimming!
after FO everyone is tak-glam
same for me.
when we were freshie!!

2008-06-05T14:48:00.002+08:00

starting with 2nd june :]

already known whos there, ill go straight to the point. raelly glad that i make this bunch of friends during camp :]:] (11 uniquely funny people) for a min, i really thot that i wun have a cake from TEF. cos i really dint see shermain coming in with a cake. i also not sure when they made the preparations. haha. thanks dee for buying my present and make the circular board :] (maybe the board will be bigger and more pictures next year?) quick dinner because of SIP and STUPID TERM TEST on the following day. so everyone had to go home and rest...

next on on 3rd june :]

on my exact day, went out with h9.co family. first thing..

thanks junhao for organising everything and being the best buddy
thanks hanchih for coming even tho you are sick
thanks jonathan for giving me the idea of getting a crumpler
thanks fishy for being my gf LOL and for the cap
thanks kaho for bluffing me about the small crumpler
thanks roy for coming and celebrate with me
thanks zheyang for initially dont wan to share my present LOL
thanks bohan for leaving earlier to ask the worker to make me do stunt
thanks syafiq for coming and stay till so late even tho you not eating
thanks derrick for surprising me by saying youre suppose to be in camp
thanks bird for coming even tho you are attached out
thanks aaron for coming even you had a tired day in army
thanks amanda for organising and getting me the present and 7 years buddy :]
thanks wankian for taking pictures and spoil so surprise
thanks sufong for coming even youre sick too
thanks elsinta for coming all the way after school

everyone that came :] 17 of us went shokudo to eat. wonderful place to dine at. we sat at the kids corner because of the amount of people we had. no place could accomodate all of us :] took some photos there and after that slack awhile. they die die dont wan pass me my crumpler yet. haha. first, they give me a crumpler carrier. later when i ask again, they give me a crumpler paper bag. (totally -.-) well.. i noe they have nothing else up their sleeves liao. so i decided not to spoil the surprise myself. so yup. im super good at spoiling and guessing i tell you :]

after dining, they finally told me they never get me the bag, but i have to go get it myself to make sure i like the bag. so i did went down to the shop. the shop worker came over to me all of the sudden saying that there's a free bag for me. (of course i know they bought it for me already la. so i played along) she said in order to get the free bag, i need to do something for her... which is to approach any gurl that i donno and ask them to go to the shop and sing happy birthday song for me :] (being a sporty and fun person, i did the required stunt in 2min, when they choose the gurl for me) wahahaha. arent i great or what? i need to change the bag, cos its a laptop bag that i dint prefer. SORRY! had one slice of cheesecake without candles.. but it dint really bothers me. :] quite full to finish the cheesecake tho. went home shortly together with wankian and amanda.

a short and sweet birthday this year. jus that the cake was abit off. other den that, everything is alrite :]

lastly 4th june :]

went out with my poly classmates. another group of people that i never regret knowing :]

thanks ben for being a good friend that help me buy food all the time
thanks kc for going celebration even tho you live so far
thanks wenjie for hitting me for no reason LOL
thanks andy for being so gay
thanks donghao for being 2nd brother and take care of me
thanks meow for being big brother and also take care of me
thanks chin kuan for coming tho we know each other for not long
thanks ck for having this celebration and the present
thanks idy for being miss lil petty jenny that i can make fun of sometimes
thanks lynn for being my buddy

went nydc at wheelocks. also went there to change my present from .co family :] (with amandawonghuimin) the food at nydc is quite good la. i forget who tell me its not very worth going. haha. i like their thick flavourings many many :] the snack is quite nice too loh. maybe the soup abit overprice, but we dint order the soup :] haha.. again the surprising me with a cake failed again. i saw them communicating with the waiter!! (they ask in front of me somemore la) but its ok. i got cake can liao :] this is the best cake for this year currently.. a whole real cheesecake :]:] and here come the stuntman! they want me to blow the candle from like 1m away from the table, using a straw. den forfeit for standing up, use 2 straws. lol. anyway.. after trying for like 1min, i left 3candles standing and i literally walked over to blow it away.. (too tiring to keep blowing) took most picture this time, cos ck got a camera! after that we all went home again.. know why? cos there's sip for all of us again.. i hate it to fall on sip and termtest and exams.. totally sucks.

i seriously had fun for these 3 days, altho never stayout all the way late..

later will be meeting TEF again..
saturday will be finally h9 celebration :] (hope everyone will be there)

after saturday den i count my presents and presents and presents :]:]
but now got about 8 presents including ang bao :]

2008-06-03T23:39:00.003+08:00

ENDING IN 5mIN! :[

wonderful day with the best ever. my secondary school friends that never fail to turn up for my birthday :] ill write their name here.

but now, il jus trying to show that im really happy with the friends that god given me. they are definitely the best that i can have already. im meaning..

my poly classmates. (the people that make my poly life colourful)
my h9. (the 8 happiest people that i can have)
my h9.co. (the guys that are there thru my life)
my happy3 friends (junhao,amanda)
my sub praises group (wankian sf el ivy)
my tef (the 11 of you that never fail to make me smile)

thanks amanda wong hui min and junhao first :]

thanks everyone that wished me happy birthday and the wishes. :]:]

to be continued~

2008-06-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

black converse shoes bought! :]

i think even a million thanks wun be anuff to thank my company for today.

but i still wan to say....

THANK YOU TEF + KEITH for being there jus now to early celebrate my birthday :]:]

thanks jiamin for being brudder! :]:]
thanks yc for being my best friend! :]:]
thanks dee for being the sister boar that i really wanted! :]:]
thanks yunru for being a wonderful friend/entertainer! :]:]
thanks fook for being my older brother! :]:]
thanks jiayu for being the last to wish for my 18th birthday! :]:]
thanks shermain for being my gl and called me james! -.-
thanks kaiming for being so cool at my birthday celebration! LOL
thanks keith for being my lil brother and requested that i cut the ribs for him! >.<

i know karen and kandis and jo-an cant be there jus now for that celebration, i really dont mind :] i undestand you guys have something more impt to do that might change the course of your/another person's life. so ya! birthday can be celebrated next year again :]

currently its 12.01am. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF. :]

blog about it another day.. gonna sleep for tml! :]

2008-06-02T09:44:00.002+08:00

shopped the whole yesterday and back home with 2teeshirts and 1berms :]

with full-time shoppers : yunru as yr; yc as yc (till 1130)
with part-time shopper : jiamin (left at 530)

walked around from bugis to orchard far east all the way down to cine.. and i only got 2 teeshirts and a pair of berms :[ not very productive. yr spent finish her 200bucks and yc anyhow anyhow also spent 180+bucks. i only spent 80 :]

wah, my legs are quite tired. yr is really a voodoo witch. LOL. whoever shes talking about will pop out all of the sudden from i donno where.(very freaky!) yr looks good in a dress i asked her to try on. but she say she wun wear it de and eventually dint buy it. yc die die also cannot find a long sleeves white SHIRT. (yr keep asing yc to wear to satisfy her needs. LOL)

yc say i look good in the white long pants that i tried at bugis street.
yr say i look good in the xs flowers shirt that i tried at fareast plaza.

but still i dint buy them. cos the white pants not that comfy, the xs shirt is really not my type of shirt that ill wear. :] maybe ill consider buying them next time when i come across.

dined at hk cafe sitting at the round table. had super weird topics.

1. if you have 1 personality trait you can change, which and why? (yr's Q)
2. if you can be 1 person on earth, who and why? (bao's Q)
3. if you can have 1 thing on earth, what will it be and why? (yc's Q)

and our answers are quite stupid and retarded.

4. future wifes
5. why no gf/bf until now

OHH OHH! i did something really stupid at far east! we were walking to a right turn and decided not to walk there and turn back walk the other way.... i turned and walked.. i dint see yc and yr.. den i slow down and i turned back.... den there's this guy looking at me and like waving at me -.- i got shocked and panicky cos i cant find yc and yr... den i turned back again, yr called out to me!! wah. lucky she called me, if not ill still be turning and turning.. den i went totally red la.. SUPER PS :[ :[ sounds like a retarded on the street. hehe >.<

1 more day to tml :]

2008-06-01T01:16:00.011+08:00

happy birthday MA HAN CHIH :]

woke up at 9am this morning, cos i couldnt sleep anymore. ive always wished that weekends come faster, so i can sleep longer hours, but seems like i cant sleep too long already.

met up with my family members and went for breakfast/lunch at fort canning country club. (legends) had tim sum and desserts la. i not sure about the price, but i think it will definitely cost alot. :] so i had a hearty breakfast/lunch.... reached home at about 3plus. and supposingly junhao and amanda is to reach my house at 330 to do hc present. i decided to take only about 30min nap, but in the end i took 2 hours nap. THEY REACHED AT 510! maybe its due to the rain..

anyway, did the present, drew a dog and our names. (my name in green of course) blowdry the paint and off we went to downtown for buffet dinner. (at ehub) the dinner wasnt that great, the company was. :] went for movies... and guess what. i watched made of honour again. cos im the only one that watched the show, and the rest wants to watch it... the other shows there, either more people watched liao, if not its m18, if not its not nice. (i had to sacrifice) so yup. watched it again. i dint fall asleep la :] ohh. me junhao amanda and jean took neoprints.

going out with yunru and jiamin tmr... (in fact later) i have to sleep now, if not ill be super late tmr already. but i sense that ill be late to meet them. oh wells.. advanced sorry!

goodnite :]

2008-05-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

Congratulations my friends!!!

Jiamin : BSC President :] :]
Maybelle : BSC V.President
Jo-an : BSC Main Comm :] :]
Lou-lin : BSC Main Comm
Liyi : BSC Main Comm
Lingyu : BSC Main Comm

Saidil : ESC Main Comm :]

Kat : IIT Main Comm
Jolene : IIT Main Comm

Tat : SU V.President :]
Edwin : SU Main Comm
Ella : SU Main Comm
Amelia : SU Main Comm
KahYuen : SU Main Comm
Gideon : SU Main Comm
John : SU Main Comm

well. all those at the top are people that i know and i rmbed.

also congrats to those that got into different studies club and those in tpsu.

went running today with ben chua! super slow runner LOL. but nehmind, i understand :]

THANKS LOWCHOUKIN FOR THE PRESENT! :]:]

2008-05-29T12:19:00.004+08:00

another 5 more days, and im having 2pimples on my face :[
hope they go away by monday. :]

falling sick really soon. its that sick feeling thats coming. endure to my birthday!! :]:]

yesterday went dinner with jo-an yunru jiamin and yc at pasta. talked about sensitive issues.
went starbucks to continue with our talk. hahahaha.

TEF LOOKOUT: next TEF outin will be confirmed very soon. but note! its all black day. everything has to be black!! even undergarments! most probably a saturday after tests alrite!

2008-05-28T23:41:00.001+08:00

my wishlist - wallet already bought! :] thanks my friend.
my wishlist - crumpler also taken!!! :] thanks my friends.

2008-05-28T11:00:00.002+08:00

changed my blogskin :] note that the circles at the top, when you roll your mouse over, there will be surprise. LOL. of course, activate the animation if its not being activated.

yesterday was feeling quite sick in the morning. maybe its due to the medication i took in the previous night. den, i wanted to dont go school de, but in the end i forced myself up and go to school for the stupid SIP. well. everyday im really doing what SIP telling me to do. "Sleep In Peace". Listening to music and doing nothing much. everyday facing the computer doing java and nothing but java.

yesterday also, in the afternoon was feeling better, and i was extracting songs most of the time. i and slept for 2 hours! first time i slept for 2 hours like that. usually at most i only sleep for 1hour. the time in sleep pass really quickly. i cant even hear the music i was listening to. meaning in total deep sleep. HA.