friday was a grumpy and angry day. went to buy jodin's present at raffles place. they are surely not on time. and the they are LI ZHEYANG, LIEW JUNHAO, AMANDAWONGHUIMIN. i know im also always late last time. but i just hate to wait for people. get used to it or get away from me. suppose to meet 330, all still on the way. somemore want to eat lunch before meeting me. so i just go to the lab and see abit on flyers and my project.

LTA project got chosen and need to go for second round interview 10november! scared.

went to meet them 4plus and walked like the whole place to find watches. in the end we dint get watch. actually the whole time i was not feeling very good. i got irritated and just got shortfused. every little thing can just make me darn angry like for real angry. in the end got cologne that i think jodin likes. went to bookstore to see books. and i finally got a book to read. TWILIGHT. yes. the vampire book. i feel slightly better after going to the bookstore. took some stupid photos with self timer.

later in the night, went timbre with ngiam and her classmates and zy junhao. the whole story i dont wan to talk about it. again i was angry. but anyway, the band was good. wednesday and friday can go there listen to them. they are called the goodfellas.

saturday was jodin's celebration at a faraway place. went early with wilbur and amanda by cab. not many reached already at that time, only those closer ones. later in the night, slowly more and more people came. played games, eat eat eat, talking. the damn cool thing is they self roast a pig and a lamb. damn big. anyway went out at 11plus to catch a glimpse of chelsea match, but the pubs outside all never show. got some food and ate and talk and went back. 1plus went out again for liverpool's match.

WARNING. DONT AGITATE ME WITH THE LOSS. I MIGHT GET REALLY ANGRY.

all pubs closed already and couldnt stay and watch. went back the house again. in the end we played drinking games and i learnt another new game. the betting horse game. damn cool~ played with amanda joan jodin zy junhao ngiam jessybessy john andrew tatyi. i found people that will get damn red like me when they drink. but of course im still the most red one la. john and zheyang will get red too. played till 3plus and went off to bathe and wash up. me amanda and junhao decided to not sleep and went to the living room. but whatever la, they just lie down talk awhile, sleep -.- i had to stay away till 6plus and good thing the maid woke up and pass me a sleeping bag :D worth the wait! went back to the room to sleep and ended sleeping till 10plus and still dont wan wake up. HAHAHA. tired like dog.

i left my 60bucks facial wash there!! :[:[ im still damn sad about it.

ate noodles for breakfast and took the long trip home with amanda joan junhao zy ngiam tatyi. talk about camps and tests and people. oh wells. after that changed to 196 and we started another convo with ngiam. went home with joan and junhao. decided to watch movie, but i fall asleep halfway. joan too! still quite drained from the birthday. citi had a big cut on her thumb. i can even feel the pain by seeing it. OUCH.

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if you want to be a happier person, you just need to tell yourself to be happy and not be bothered about stupid things that people are trying to do to you.

if friends are not meant to be, den they are not meant to be.

if you think you put in enough effort to hold that friendship, den you did. its their part that they are not giving the amount they should be.

i treasure ONLY those that puts in effort together with me.

i know who ad i know what. i just dont wan to say out my unhappiness.