another few more hours to the history of year 2008.

and before that, i guess its also time for some reflections and goals.

this year has definitely been one of the best year.

firstly, i'll like to apologise and thank everyone that has been tolerating me for this past year.

i know i have been unreasonably stubbon sometimes.

i still have alil of sudden mood swings.

i get angry at the slightest things.

i give attitude at times.

im bad at losing.

but friends are those that stand by you when youre having a bad time as well rite?

thats why i thank you all sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

first thing, im glad that H9 and the guys are still very close to me. these 2 are the most most MOST IMPORTANT cliques to me. maybe until this point, shdnt be using cliques for them anymore, but..

family.

my 2 most WONDERFUL friends.

amanda wong hui min: you have been my longest friend and still going on. i know you have been putting alot of effort in keeping everyone together. i know you cherish all of us. so thank you. i know we had afew quarrels here and there. but the good and fortunate thing is that, we still managed to pick up where we stopped and continue walking on this path called friendship.

liew jun hao: altho not as long as amanda, but i know that you always agree with whatever i do la. taking in my unreasonable in everything, my anger, sometimes have to also withstand my moodswings. aiya. this sounds gay enough. so ya. thanks.

going on to my CLOSEST people..

joan seng yan hui: i remembered we quarrelled over friendship thing. but im glad that things were eventually fine. i know im very stubbon and i just hate to give in. i know sometimes im at fault, but i just hate to be the first one to say sorry. thanks for giving in all the time and also thank you for sharing every single little secrets with me. i know if i ask, you will tell. you also know if you ask me anything, ill tell you too. thats how strong our bonds are.

jazreel chong suet mun: seriously. i donno how to be happy without you. thanks for your sudden visits with chicken pies, with donuts.. thanks for telling me secrets here and there willingly. seriously, you are the wonderful definition of.. friend.

yvonne low chew fang, li zheyang, syafiq: altho we arent that clique-ish in the group, but your presence in outing, in gatherings are really great. whats more to ask, when i can have friends that speak truthfully from their hearts with nothing to hide.

amanda ngiam wanqi, siobhan mun en en: the younger ones have already grown to be beautifully ladies in their own ways. but both your characters are still the same. and thats also why we are still such good friends. unique character with nothing to correct. seriously. im proud to have both of you as my friends.

h9 is still going strong in year 2009.

happy 5th year!

THE GUYS!

i guess its pretty hard to thank every single one. so i justtalk alil about them. but you all know that without you all, ill be bored most of the times. cos i spent like half of my 2008 with you all!

hanchih: ill willing to talk to you, if youre willing to say. i can listen to you. just a call away, if you need someone to talk to. shit. this is gay too.

wilbur: be good to amanda. and maybe have a temper la.

fishy: my girlfriend :] we shall be couple until we die!

bohan: growing too big, but like that it feels rather safe standing beside you.

zhuankai: you should join the jokers.

devin: mr psp and... nevermind.

aaron: you have to eat more ah.. but i know it doesnt helps.

kaho: sorry that we keep asking you play mj sometimes. just that really nobody :]

bird: haha. still as fact-ual as before.

jonathan: naturally blur.

brian: loves music and always get bullied from my view. lol.

sorry if i miss out anyone!

TEAM EIGHTY FOUR!

this is already 1 year plus since we know each other in komez. TEF was formed that time. things arent like now. but im glad the 12 of us stayed together, bond together, clique together. i never regretted knowing all of you and have you all as my friend.

quah jiamin: brudder is still love. this year, lets put all those unhappy stufss behind and have a fresh start. i still miss going CCC and have alil talks here and there. i also really love the siglap dinners. i really hope everything stays this way, like before. youre one of the friends that i seriously dont wan to lose. you have become one of MY close friend. brudder.

tan yunru: yes partner. how can i be laughing like crazy without yunru around. thanks for always laughing with, at me. i can really talk with you without having to think. whatever comes just say only. youre really a nice person la, and dont worry about no boyfriends! year 2009, one of my wishes will be for you to have a boyfriend alrite! partner love now! and no matter how the world is changing, i hope you dont change. cos this is you, TAN YUNRU (susan).

lim yong chiang: i know you ever since beenox. never got to know you better until now. this year has been very fun with you around. you know la. nightwalk, watch movie everything.. how can it not be fun :] best friend forever! i wun stop friending you until you stopped first.

kandis tan: you just bring joy and laughter and everything to people around you la. altho i know you like to talk loudly to me, but try to soften down alrite. i not that irritating de. HAHA. thanks for tolerating with me sometimes and im really happy that youre my friend la. you really crack my..... stomach? :]

choo shjin, karen mok, denise tan: because of our different personalities, and cause we dont hate or dislike each other, we formed our bonds that is friendship. there can never be hatred between us la. cos the 3 of you, i just donno why, unable to get angry with. but again, theres no reason for me to get angry. LOL. :] 2009 we will still be friends! 2010 also! 2011 also!

shermain, fookping, jiayu, kaiming: altho we hardly meetup now, but im trying hard to get all of us to meet! 2009 we confirm see each other. i alreayd started to miss you all.

TEF stands strong for the year 2009!!!

MY CLASSMATES

its already the 3rd year we know each other. sometimes i feel alil distant from you all. sometimes i get sad. but nevermind! 2009, a new start.

idy: i just get alil happier when i make you frown or look angry. :]

choukin: you gave the best wallet i ever received. friends forever!

lynn: buddy la. hide all secrets only. whats more to say. >.<

ben: fat ben that takes care of me very well during SIP.

meow: oldest brother. very happy lil boy.

donghao: second brother. also got take care of me la. :]

andy: aiyo. mr lo-so. hahahahaha. singer-to-be

wenjie: the lil boy

kokchin: i like to disturb kokchin :] very fun.

joshua: very scary, but i guess its alrite after knowing him.

this year i also made afew more friends and also get to know afew more people better.

bewchow, decruz, joanna, eileen, shawnboo, tatyi, fernando, keith, rayna, farhan, kaiwei.

i also know another person that likes almost everything i like..

i think her full name is chong qing ying.

i guess i'll stop here.

goodnite for the last time 2008.

2008 will be a beautiful history for me.