going genting tml morning already. i guess ill get some rest tonight. wednesday night till im back!! i love my papa and mama. they are like so tensed when im going genting myself. lol. that shows they love me too. wahaha. finally finish up my medicine already. but still having alil headache now. but nvm! after sleeping, tml morning will be fine already. actually i intended to sleep at 9pm. lol. now already 915! haha. cos have to wake up at 5am tml morning to catch the bus. oh wells. genting is not very fun actually, unless we are able to go into the casino and gamble. 3 more years bah!

off to bed already. bon voyage bao!

back from chalet yesterday, and i fell sick. it has to be the chalet la. cos sleeping late at night, den not sleeping enuff is a problem. had a very very bad sore throat and abit of flu. that was in the beginning la. when i see doctor, i had cough as well.. awhile more in the night, i had abit of fever. but lucky now, im feeling so much better.

chalet for the first time was kinda boring. first day i got there at 7 plus, but doing nothing much there also. played some games, and i watched bleach and doa on bohan's computer. that night, i lie down at 5plus. until 7plus i still haben sleep. the place was kinda difficult to sleep la. the bed sheets and pillows, i think was dirty. it was itchy! i only sleep until 12plus in the afternoon. so was jus 5hours of sleep. second day, after being awake, played on the laptop, and went to get my lunch la. after that still played computer and watched twins mission. that waas a show that i wanted to watch when it was on big screen. after that went to get dinner. btw, tuesdae, the second day, was aaron's birthday la. so we decided to get him a small cake. (it looks nice) and jonthan also got one for himself, cos hes hungry -.- second night, there was no bbq for the first time. cos really, theres no pple. after dinner, rest awhile la, watched evan almighty. quite boring from the start, ending still alright. den jean and suling came. at 2plus we played murderer until 4plus. in the midst, i was watching step up. i like the dancing moves la. so cool. playing murderer, the only time i go murderer, jean ruin the chance for me. brian was the detective, den when everyone was closing their eyes, i want to kill brian, and brian suspected me to be the murderer, jean dunno how to convey this message to others, and she said. 'how ah, i dunno how to play this eh. bao is the murderer and brian is the detective, they wan to kill each other.' -.- im the murderer, i kill pple, detective only guess ma. so detective will die. she dunno.. den oh wells.. at 4plus, jean went home and the game stops. was feeling kinda sleepy and tired. so i went to sleep. morning wake up, totally cant talk la. =( pain was killing me. in the end, the rest went to check out and went for mac breakfast, of course i had to go home and see doc.

i had a jab! paining until now. lol. it was yesterdae somemore. i jus had to see the doctor, cos i going genting on the coming monday. i had to get well before that if not i cant go genting already! thats also why, daddy cannot know that im sick. LOL =) patient is eating everything so light! i need some heavy sense food. hahaha. sore throat is getting better! hope my nose infection will get better by monday.

tml is friday. and scythia has outing at sentosa! hai. i cant go already. everytime choose a time when im sick. so irritating la. but what to do? tml has to stay home and rest well. saturdae was actually gonna celebrate birthday for gilbert and lynn. supposingly going clubbing. i doubt ill be able to make it again. moreover this time de is free! hai. i miss the chance and i habne been to club before =( sadded. sunday i guess i jus have to rest at home cos monday its early in the morning we had to reach golden moount. coach there to the destination, GENTING. wahahahahahahahahha. so exciting jus thinking of it. i not playing themeparks tho.

i still haben got the pictures of the wedding. i go rush jon abit already. cyou!

ha. its just a few hours away from my last post. and guess what. its 830 in the morning~! i cant fall asleep after being awake at 6plus. raining somemore~ weather fucking good to sleep. i lie for 2hours already, cant sleep. den AIYA. forget it. dont sleep already. haha. later den try sleeping again. =)

chalet later. i guess i have to sleep abit longer before heading down. needs ample of rest ah.

i swear im not drunk. but i wun deny that im having a bad headache.

the wedding was fun with friends la. and also proves that 5 cups of wine is my max. anymore, i might vomit and drop dead sleeping. LOL. white wine is not bad, bitter to sweet. feel like vomitting after hearing wine after my 5th cup. wahaha.

20 of us went. Table 3 has me, junhao, wilbur, hanbin, grace, amanda, jean, suling, sufong, serene. Table 11 has hanchih, zhuankai, kaho, bohan, zheyang, bird, fish, jonathan, brian, roy.

pictures soon after i got them. everyone looks awesome. the word is AWESOME. and i really meant everyone. =)

gotta rest, the headache is killing me. haha. i swear not to drink like that ever again. its terrible.

hc house.

the mask that was half done, i dint take the full mask, cos it was too nice! wahahahaa

kinda long and wordy post. no time, dun read XD

wedding is tml. everyone is gonna wear so formal la. first time for me too. =( i thot that there wasnt a need to dress till so formal la. if tml really no one wears like us, i will surely and definitely kill hc! lol. =)

woke up at 1230 today. and i was still very sleepy. slept at 4plus yesterdae again ah. i lied down at 2, still flip and flop till 4plus. i need to tune back my body clock. after being awake and washed up everything that i need to do, ate my lunch and off to trim my hair. that was done everything at 2pm. met up shortly with hanchih wilbur amanda junhao. den amanda and wilbur had to prepare the present and get their stuffss la. hc had to be with his aunty. so i and jh walked to find my shoes. i had a terrible time finding my shoes. (everyone said it doesnt match my shirt and pants! i swear ill look good when i see them with that!!!! muahahahah) bought a white pair of shoes that i liked. den ya. in the midst, i just had to say this. hc broke his toe nail again! wasnt as serious as the last time. but he was screaming in pain in the toilet. hilarious. shortly, jon and bohan came. and guess wat. jon is suppose to meet me at 215, and was totaly late by 1hour and 1min. went off to hc house after that.

i saw the wedding bears at wilbur house. cute la. i want that from amanda the next time i get married. but it has to be BIGGER. at hc house, nothing much to do after trying out the blazer. although the blazer was slightly bigger for me, i just wear it la. i dont care =) try and try. got tired and sat down at the dining table and did nothing. awhile, played wii. hated it. and i still hate it. i was angry and pissed with junhao and jonathan. i just had to say this. keep bugging me that they want to vs each other because i was hogging the controller. den i was like the second time playing it only, they keep winning, den still keep irritating me to give up the controller. nah. i got fed up and i decided to just keep playing. fucked up. and ya, i keep losing and losing and losing, the more i feel worse. i decided to give it up. and im still fucking angry with them. the word is FUCKING. i went to sit at the dining table again. zk la, say i angry cos of losing, to make sure i wasnt, i replied him. lol. den ya, i was alright after awhile. but deep down, i still hated the bleach game. i swear one day ill win the shit out of them. pizza came and we ate..... awhile, i felt sleepy and i think i slept for like 10mins. LOL. they were playing cards, and i dint wan to play. so i be the card dealer. they like to drink water alot la. so ya, its ok. in the end i also played, but share together with kaho. still, we did not need to drink any cups of water. so, this was the results : hanchih with 10cups, wilbur with 13cups, bohan with 48 cups, jon with 48 cups, zk 6 cups. im the ultimate winner!! wahahahahaha. im good at card games i swear. lol.

i have a hard time finding camera. wankian cant lend it to me. hai. no camera to take pictures already. gonna sleep already. have to wake up and get ready everything b4 6 in the evening when wilbur daddy gonna fetch! i also dont understand. dinner at 7plus 8, we reach at 6plus. still fucking early. looks like everyone is still a greenhorn at attending wedding. or maybe, this is a restricted wedding. lol. oh wells. for the food sake, im willing to do it!

this is how im wearing without the blazer. with my white shoes that cant be seen!

hm. i not wearing this brown blazer of mine, cos the black one is nicer. haben got to take a picture with that, but ya, i like this back view. LOL

another thing. after tml, the wedding, the next day is chalet. i think at the chalet, i need to sleep. cos i dont wan to get sick for the next few days. cos shortly after that, the following monday, we all are going genting together!!! and im kinda looking forward to that la. *grins* chalet is gonna be fun also la. but i think better not have heaty food. haha. i decided to bring my container of honey there, in case i feel heated up.

lastly, i found another camera! hahaha. serene decided to lend it to me! wahahaha. good friends are always there to lend me things! this was sudden. but i have a camera to take picture tml already! yea yea.

off to bed. good night peeps. sweetest dreams ever.

finally watched Ratatouille! waited it for like ages. hahahah. its super cute la, just like me. WAHAHAHA. its true.

people around me are working and working and working. dont understand.

i just asked my mummy go sleep, cos shes talking to me while im playing my game. kinda feel bad now. sorry mom!

every night sleeping after 4 is getting to be a habit. time to change! like now, i jus played finish a game. gonna sleep le. nights

although i dont have sup papers, but i not truly that happy afterall. i dont even fcuking have a B in my grade. (i dont count cds)

oh wells. i dint really study for all the papers and do all my projects. i shd be glad for my grades already. all the best for next sem bah. good luck to those that needs sup paper! all the best.



went junhao house for steamboat today. exp and not very nice! i still prefer the one i did. but ya.this was last min without time to prepare. so, thots appreciated! after steamboat, nothing much to do la, and after some went home, at 11plus, we played alil card games, till 12plus. there was junhao me hanchih zhuankai jonathan kaho. first was forfeiting to drink water. haha. hanchih never fail to get the most drinks. 14.5 cups of water. wahahaha. i need 8cups. =( zhuankai drank 12.5, kaho with 10cups. wahahahahhh!! after that we decided not to drink water. and we forfeit by drawing on hands. SUPPOSINGLY i need not get drawings. but they decided to play the last game, and i suay suay lost! so everyone got drawn, except zhuankai. will get him back soon...

just come back home from supper with mummy. went for meepok and go refill oil tank, i bought food to eat again and sweets to refill my room. bahaha. thankz mummy for fetching me. and i paid for the food. =)

good night. off to bed!

feeling of passing BTT was GRRREEAAAATTTTTT!

woke up and went for lunch with jonathan zy dev jh fishy. and hc was totally late. i never even had the chance to see him, i had to go for my BTT. met wk and serene, den went for the etrials. i swear that the etrials are totally the answers. therefore passing BTT, you kids have to go for etrials alright? after etrials, we had another hour free. cos i dint know i spend 30min on etrials only. anyway, that wasnt impt. after that, waited for BTT. the waiting time was scary i bet. i had stomach aches. butterflies. its all because of ms LEOW WAN KIAN. she made it seems so scary and tense. haha. went in and sat down. still with the nervous feeling. den i see the uncle sitting beside me. he around 40+ i guess, den he smiled at me, haha. i smiled back. and i feel better. he do the test in chinese! and haha. i hope he pass too la..

i playing dota now ah, tml still have mj, but i still not sleepy. die. school starts, i need to readjust my body clock badly.

ohwells. always losing the last game. sleep le!! nights.

looks like im cursed. im losing everything now. this feeling is undescribably horrible. i dont understand. issit all because of me. or issit just the environment that is wrong. its totally everything being screwed up nicely for me. oh wells. i guess this year is not my year afterall. hope next year will be a better year. but one thing i pray for to be smooth. my driving test and lessons. nothing bad or drastic that is gonna happen during my driving.

gonna be a busy week i guess. mahjong tml, singing tml. wednesday gonna go for e-trials. thusrdae too. friday will be the test already. saturday gonna mahjong with my classmates i guess. hope this week will go smoothly for me.

starting to not understand myself. getting angry at unconcern things. i kinda hate it. but i cant seems to do anything about it. i wan to shout it out. shout everything in my lungs. maybe ill feel better. i gonna explode soon. thats the feeling.