bao is a person that wants to win.
bao is a person that has mood-swings.
bao is a person that is devoted.
bao is a person that is sometimes funny.
bao is a person that hates to lose.
bao is a person that accept defeats if reasonable.
bao is a person that gets angry over slightest problem.

however,

bao is also a person that understanding.
bao is also a person that gets sad.
bao is also a person that see things in a bigger picture.
bao is also a person that is helpful at times.


suddenly, i think life is a waste of time. living till old age, and waiting for death to knock on. what is the point of all these? why not jus live in a world of immortality, where no one pass away. this way, you wun feel the sorrow, the pain, the sadness. living in this world let you experience happiniess, saddness, angriness, emptiness, anxiety...... but what it awaits at the finishing point? its nothing but death. suddenly i also feel that we shd be understanding, helpful... since we all are human beings which will end up having the same fate and maybe still meet after death, why not live as happy as you can, without worries and sadness.... thats the best thing that can happen. but everyone knows, this cant be happening. everything that happen, will and has an impact in your life. be it happy or sad.

yea. its a emo night.