this is gonna be the last night that im gonna be like this emo. no longer like that after tml!

just want to thank everyone that entered my life. be it happy or sad, you all have made my life colourful. so.. here it goes..

thank you h9. you all are already my family. 5YEARS

this has always been our way and ill eat it like that no matter what people has to say.

and yes. bring your spouses with you is the right thing to do.

and we dont mind squeezing 11people into a maxi cab like that. altho squeezy, altho humid, altho unbearable. but i just enjoy the warmth and joy being with you all.

actually our bond has been done up by fate and destiny. early sec3, after a big incident that happened to me, i was all lonely and unhappy. luckily in the mid sec3 life of mine, i got to know the 8 happiest people that eventually brought happiness and the joy in me out again. i know i have a foul temper. i know i have bad attitude. i also know im unbearable sometimes. thanks for understanding me, thanks for putting up with me all these time. although we had quarrels every now and then, i hope all these quarrelings, arguements will only bring our bond closers and not distant.

joan: rmb we had a big quarrel about you neglecting all of us during year2. luckily it brought us closer and not further. still rmb after that quarrel, we still go out as h9, and we couldnt talk that well in the beginning. but eventually we are still one family.

jazreel: although you still dont really contact us now and then, but i hope you still care. cos i do. although you dont meet up with us often, i appreciated that you will suddenly bring PIES and CAKES to my house when i say i feel like eating. you are wonderful. no more emo after tonite.

vonn zy: we dont quarrel with each other. thats the good thing. like seriously. no matter how long we never meet up, the moment we did, there wun be awkwardness between us too.

syafiq: its really fate. never knew you well since primary school. but i think fate gave me another chance to know you better in secondary. somemore in the same h9.

ngiam sio: how did we even get to know each other. but nevertheless, you two are damn cute. ngiam shd maybe have some temper, cos i dont really like to see you get bullied, unless by me. sio you have grown up. still as retarded, but surely in a good way.

thank you h9.co de COMPANY. all my wonderful brothers. 5 YEARS

i like this picture alot. all of us look damn happy at the wedding.

still going strong as a damn big group.

rmb my birthday at the kids corner.

well.. its the same for you guys. all happened after that big incident. every single one of you jus never walk away. lucky and glad that you guys are there for me. your company has been the best of all.

even next time if we got to contact lesser and lesser, ill not forget the times.....

go swimming.

when we go hc house watch movie, play pingpong.

going out together to watch movie, buying tickets for like 15 16.

i also definitely enjoy finding a place big enuff to accommodate all of us 20+.

making nuisance out of ourselves in the streets.

i will also rmb times when we had our chalet, staying up to play and watch movie and talk and walk around aimlessly sometimes.

i cant name all of you, cos there's just too many, but ill like to say.....

thank you every single one of h9 company.

thank you classmates f601. my happy friends. 3 YEARS

we are still strong.

and they still celebrate my birthday with me. how can i ever forget them.

big group at night like that is damn seldom.

joking around is wonderful with them.

my buddy that is willing to do stupid things with me, although i know shes unwilling to.

never fail to tease jenny, and she really have a bad temper.

we 3 usually joke around saying dont snatch my idy.

well.. entering poly at first seems to be a wrong choice. cos i never had any interest in java programming or in computers. ask me about routers, cables, modem right now, and i still can tell you the wrong thing. but, they have made my wrong choice, a right one. although i still dont have interest in the diploma, i go school just for the cert and of course to see my wonderful friends. they never fail to make me laugh when im unhappy. this bunch of friends is surely the best anyone could have. you have the funny ones, the serious ones, the retarded ones, the playful ones, the dumb ones. im just saying i wun get bored with you all la. the actions and behaviour and everything.

meow donghao: donno when but we have become brothers. although i never say it, but i really like it when you guys acknowledge me as one of your brother. sometimes i make fun of you two, but you have to know i dont mean it. its just a joke. both of you are damn good brothers that i have and ill not want to have you gone. continue brother-ing alrite?

lynn: thanks for keep pasting me links during mp/sip to keep me awake. altho sometimes i dont really see, cos the loading is damn slow and im damn tired, but i still enjoy seeing the links you pasted. also thanks for buddying with me with fighting monster wenjie and make fun of everyone we could. youre one of the best buddy i have too.

ck: thanks for everything you did. you also need to get emotionally happy. stop bothering about unhappy stuffs already. thanks for being maria for the past 2years and being spartan this year too. although we keep saying, but you know we are joking. youre a good friend.

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idy: stop being so short tempered. but your temper have changed from worse to bad to ok liao. diet coke now? thanks for bickering with me in class to make my time in class flies like shutterspace.

wenjie kc andy: altho we never had been that close, but mp/sip is really a good time that we gotten closer. having childish times, having singing times, having sleeping times together.. all jus seems fun with you all. if not ill die from boredom. thanks andy to send me home sometimes. thanks kc to buy food for me sometimes and Q and wait for me.

ben josh: mp/sip time will crawl if not for you guys. thanks for nudging me when im sleeping and teacher comes in. thanks for keep hitting me whenever something happen to you josh. thanks for covering up my work when i donno how to do. thanks ben for buying food buying drinks for me and not asking me for the money although you know i eventually will still pay you. i enjoy the company for you two. ben also have the patience to teach although i jus cant get the things in. i also like scaring you two. you two will be my good friends forever. no matter whether josh goes to fight war or whatever, joshua is still my friend. ben will still be my funny and retarded and fat friend.

thank you mahjong kakees. 5 years.

mahjong people.

yes. derrick too.

saturdays sundays were never bored last time. cos mahjong was there for us. well. i have damn lots to say about mahjong, but ill just cut damn short. i know i have a damn bad temper at mahjong. ive always wanted to change it. i hope i made some improvement to it. i hate losing. but i know you guys doesnt like to lose either. i showed unhappiness most of the times. truely sorry. you all have always took in my rantings, my anger, my unhappiness, my attitude, my temper. so i really really want to say 2 things. sorry and thank you. i really miss playing mahjong with you all. i do.

thank you tef. 1 year.

i gave my first slumber to you.

TEF is a clique that i will never get bored with. i always look forward to TEF gatherings. i really dont wan us to drift further. although i know everyone have their lifes and schedules, and is very busy.. i hope we will still have the time to meet up and talk about anything. i donno why, i jus feel damn happy and warmth with the 11 of you all.

jiamin: i know youre busy all the time. and you know im upset whenever our appointment gets cancelled. but you also know that im alrite with it. i know you try very hard to squeeze time out to meet, but you know i really appreciated that. even if its a short 30minutes, ill be very happy. you are my first and last brudder alrite? no accepting another brudder except you. so dont abandon me.

yc: sorry that i neglected you if i do. you still is my best friend alrite. im really happy to know you better this year, although we are in the same beenox last time, we never got to communicate. fated to know each other better. so cherish.

dee: thank you for consoling me everytime im sad. i know you arent good at words, but i know you tried. thanks alot. i appreciated that alot alot.

yunru: thank you yunru for making me laugh and join in my jokes sometimes. i feel very comfortable with you around. i hope this comfortable feeling will last as long as im alive.

shermain kandis jo-an karen kaiming fook jiayu: turn up all tef gathering organised by me. this my is pleading. at least try. no matter how late, how long, how far. as long as you turn up. even for 5mins, i think ill be the happiest.

thank you wankian. 7 years.

i found this super nice picture.

you tolerated me the longest. wankian, you will always be my good friend. although we will quarrel too, but we still stays as good friend. i hope it stays this way alrite? my neighbour.

lastly. THANK YOU AMANDA WONG HUI MIN (7years) AND LIEW JUNHAO (5years).

walking on the road of eternal friendship.

you say it, ill do it.

you know i care the most.

amanda: i know you must be thinking why bao never talk about me when i mentioned h9. its not that i forgotten to, but i wan to leave the best for the last. i think we quarreled the biggest quarrel, gotten angry for the hardest times. sec3, although you werent directly in the big quarrel, but i just got mad and quarrel with everyone. i still can rmb we are quarreling about whether its my fault or their fault in the first place. yes. now after so long, i finally noticed that its my fault. ive always been bad tempered, short tempered. my character and attitude suck to the max. i all know. even though you know all these, you continue to befriend with me, taking in all my attitude and rubbish. another quarrel was last year recently we talking about boobs. yes i still rmb. its my fault for keep making fun. i was insensitve and dint know you were uncomfortable. in the end we gotten into a quarrel. my fault, but you took initiative to apologise to me. i was shocked. this prove, if we are meant to be friends, we will be. no matter wat comes in our way, we will be able to knock out everything and continue walking together to the end. i really hope that we can be friends forever. like forever. i feel really happy when you say you wan to go f.i.r with me, and im the first person you asked. really is. last thing for you to know, i love you my friend.

junhao: i know i have been ill-treating you most of the time. everyone tells me that. yes, so firstly sorry. i still gonna do it. it has been a habit already. but you know i dont mean it. unless you really get me angry. i also know you have always been quite bothered about my stuffs, but i just seldom talk about it. yes, i dont wish to tell you. cos i think you have more problems den me. you dont have to keep asking, cos ill tell you when time is ripe. i enjoy your company as much as amanda's. tell me if you need anything, or want anything alrite, if i can help, i definitely will. if not how can you keep telling me "what are friends for".

goodnite. no more emo for the longest time i try.