this week still hasnt been lenient to me.

mood still quite sucks
still losing
nothing good to be exact.

i just gonna give myself an excuse of i dont understand to cover everything. well. this feeling that comes, was here years ago. and i think i know how to cure it.

the only good thing is that i have a book to accompany me when im seriously feeling empty. maybe thats also why i need the second book fast enough. crap.

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school-ed today. because my parents went overseas yesterday and will be back only on saturday, i have to wake up earlier den i have to, to take the bus there. and yes, ill have the car to myself to saturday, but dont ask me to drive, cos if i dont have the mood to, i dont have. SO decided not to drive, cos i still really dont like to drive in the afternoon with so many cars.

went home straight after school cause i couldnt find anyone to go out with. i just need a presence of a person beside me la. couldnt find. ck wanted to ask me go suntec together with her friends. but utlimately ill be the one feeling damn weird there. altho i know i can cope with that pretty well. but nope! not going. no mood for singing. sorry ck. :]

LTA presentation is coming and im almost prepared with my introduction already. hope that nothing will go wrong and also hope that we will get something good out of this. of course resume will be nicer with this project and i just wish. wish that my mp/sip grades will be an A with this.

wish for better week.
good luck to me.
bye to you.