another few more hours to the history of year 2008.

and before that, i guess its also time for some reflections and goals.

this year has definitely been one of the best year.

firstly, i'll like to apologise and thank everyone that has been tolerating me for this past year.

i know i have been unreasonably stubbon sometimes.

i still have alil of sudden mood swings.

i get angry at the slightest things.

i give attitude at times.

im bad at losing.

but friends are those that stand by you when youre having a bad time as well rite?

thats why i thank you all sincerely from the bottom of my heart.

first thing, im glad that H9 and the guys are still very close to me. these 2 are the most most MOST IMPORTANT cliques to me. maybe until this point, shdnt be using cliques for them anymore, but..

family.

my 2 most WONDERFUL friends.

amanda wong hui min: you have been my longest friend and still going on. i know you have been putting alot of effort in keeping everyone together. i know you cherish all of us. so thank you. i know we had afew quarrels here and there. but the good and fortunate thing is that, we still managed to pick up where we stopped and continue walking on this path called friendship.

liew jun hao: altho not as long as amanda, but i know that you always agree with whatever i do la. taking in my unreasonable in everything, my anger, sometimes have to also withstand my moodswings. aiya. this sounds gay enough. so ya. thanks.

going on to my CLOSEST people..

joan seng yan hui: i remembered we quarrelled over friendship thing. but im glad that things were eventually fine. i know im very stubbon and i just hate to give in. i know sometimes im at fault, but i just hate to be the first one to say sorry. thanks for giving in all the time and also thank you for sharing every single little secrets with me. i know if i ask, you will tell. you also know if you ask me anything, ill tell you too. thats how strong our bonds are.

jazreel chong suet mun: seriously. i donno how to be happy without you. thanks for your sudden visits with chicken pies, with donuts.. thanks for telling me secrets here and there willingly. seriously, you are the wonderful definition of.. friend.

yvonne low chew fang, li zheyang, syafiq: altho we arent that clique-ish in the group, but your presence in outing, in gatherings are really great. whats more to ask, when i can have friends that speak truthfully from their hearts with nothing to hide.

amanda ngiam wanqi, siobhan mun en en: the younger ones have already grown to be beautifully ladies in their own ways. but both your characters are still the same. and thats also why we are still such good friends. unique character with nothing to correct. seriously. im proud to have both of you as my friends.

h9 is still going strong in year 2009.

happy 5th year!

THE GUYS!

i guess its pretty hard to thank every single one. so i justtalk alil about them. but you all know that without you all, ill be bored most of the times. cos i spent like half of my 2008 with you all!

hanchih: ill willing to talk to you, if youre willing to say. i can listen to you. just a call away, if you need someone to talk to. shit. this is gay too.

wilbur: be good to amanda. and maybe have a temper la.

fishy: my girlfriend :] we shall be couple until we die!

bohan: growing too big, but like that it feels rather safe standing beside you.

zhuankai: you should join the jokers.

devin: mr psp and... nevermind.

aaron: you have to eat more ah.. but i know it doesnt helps.

kaho: sorry that we keep asking you play mj sometimes. just that really nobody :]

bird: haha. still as fact-ual as before.

jonathan: naturally blur.

brian: loves music and always get bullied from my view. lol.

sorry if i miss out anyone!

TEAM EIGHTY FOUR!

this is already 1 year plus since we know each other in komez. TEF was formed that time. things arent like now. but im glad the 12 of us stayed together, bond together, clique together. i never regretted knowing all of you and have you all as my friend.

quah jiamin: brudder is still love. this year, lets put all those unhappy stufss behind and have a fresh start. i still miss going CCC and have alil talks here and there. i also really love the siglap dinners. i really hope everything stays this way, like before. youre one of the friends that i seriously dont wan to lose. you have become one of MY close friend. brudder.

tan yunru: yes partner. how can i be laughing like crazy without yunru around. thanks for always laughing with, at me. i can really talk with you without having to think. whatever comes just say only. youre really a nice person la, and dont worry about no boyfriends! year 2009, one of my wishes will be for you to have a boyfriend alrite! partner love now! and no matter how the world is changing, i hope you dont change. cos this is you, TAN YUNRU (susan).

lim yong chiang: i know you ever since beenox. never got to know you better until now. this year has been very fun with you around. you know la. nightwalk, watch movie everything.. how can it not be fun :] best friend forever! i wun stop friending you until you stopped first.

kandis tan: you just bring joy and laughter and everything to people around you la. altho i know you like to talk loudly to me, but try to soften down alrite. i not that irritating de. HAHA. thanks for tolerating with me sometimes and im really happy that youre my friend la. you really crack my..... stomach? :]

choo shjin, karen mok, denise tan: because of our different personalities, and cause we dont hate or dislike each other, we formed our bonds that is friendship. there can never be hatred between us la. cos the 3 of you, i just donno why, unable to get angry with. but again, theres no reason for me to get angry. LOL. :] 2009 we will still be friends! 2010 also! 2011 also!

shermain, fookping, jiayu, kaiming: altho we hardly meetup now, but im trying hard to get all of us to meet! 2009 we confirm see each other. i alreayd started to miss you all.

TEF stands strong for the year 2009!!!

MY CLASSMATES

its already the 3rd year we know each other. sometimes i feel alil distant from you all. sometimes i get sad. but nevermind! 2009, a new start.

idy: i just get alil happier when i make you frown or look angry. :]

choukin: you gave the best wallet i ever received. friends forever!

lynn: buddy la. hide all secrets only. whats more to say. >.<

ben: fat ben that takes care of me very well during SIP.

meow: oldest brother. very happy lil boy.

donghao: second brother. also got take care of me la. :]

andy: aiyo. mr lo-so. hahahahaha. singer-to-be

wenjie: the lil boy

kokchin: i like to disturb kokchin :] very fun.

joshua: very scary, but i guess its alrite after knowing him.

this year i also made afew more friends and also get to know afew more people better.

bewchow, decruz, joanna, eileen, shawnboo, tatyi, fernando, keith, rayna, farhan, kaiwei.

i also know another person that likes almost everything i like..

i think her full name is chong qing ying.

i guess i'll stop here.

goodnite for the last time 2008.

2008 will be a beautiful history for me.

WHY DO I HEAR LIZARD SOUND IN MY ROOM AND I CANT FIND IT!

ZZZ. HOW CAN I SLEEP IN PEACE LIKE THAT!

GOOOOO AWAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN YUNRU MY PARTNER!!

christmas ended with me staying home doing nothing.

but i went hc house during the eve. this year surprisingly, the number of us cut down to less than 15. its seriously very little. last year we had 30+. gift xchange was more formal. this year nothing much to choose from, cos almost all is chocolates. hahahaha! had a lil of dinner there, and since the grill doesnt work, we had to cook in the kitchen. and usually is also always bird who does it. so thanks bird :] went home around 3plus. has to be really quiet about it.

finally able to send out sms. send until about 4. not sure issit people cant receive, or they lazy reply. but was pretty sad that there are people who doesnt reply back! had to tell myself, cos of the heavy traffic, they couldnt receive it la. :] felt much better after that.

and to those i forget to send to, really sorry about it. and from my bottom of my heart, i still wish you merry christmas and happy new year! and remember im still your friend and and i still cherish in a way or another. and and dont worry! ill remember to send you a 2009 msg! :]

anyway! i think i gonna move to livejournal already. altho i feel more comfortable blogging here, but i guess i need alil change like everyone! having 2 blogs, abi retarded. donno where to blog on the right time. so so so! you can have 2 links of mine :] easy to rmb de.

baoooooo.livejournal.com

and in order to read some locked posts if i have to lock it for some reasons, you sign up livejournal and add me as friend also la. :] still can be buddy de!

gooooooooodnite!

after camp = bad voice = sore throat.

quite a bad voice right now. its always after sleeping, the voice changes. maybe also due to the macs yesterday. hahaha. i already try to minimise the damage by eating fillet o fish. i guess that wun help. LOL. :]

i think its the best OTC camp. i mean the group la. quite hyped up and also quite noisy. maybe its also because we are the oldest. nothing to feel restricted about. maybe.

firstly, ill like to say sorry to jazreel! all your damn ugly photos, i just have to post for the joy for others. BEAR WITH IT! hahahahahahahaha.

first day, we all woke up at 530 to get ready. seriously TIRED. the bus ride took a total of 7 hours. luckily in the bus, there's movies and things to watch.

we reached around 2plus, but had to kill some time before check in. so had a short expensive meal. guess what. roti prata that costed up to S$3. heart pain when i eat it. nearly cried.

when we reached, she happily took out a book to read. -.-

the awesome weather!

the awesome view.

our first day dressing. :]

while waiting....

our first meal there.

after dinner we went to get our daily use stuffs. and went back to the hotel room.

and we decided to wash up and do facial mask. LOL. first time can see jazreel's forehead i swear. and look at my retarded looking friends. hahaha!

i was the first, cos they are still laughing at each other. LOL. like i said, retarded friends. laughing non-stop at the background.

urm.

still laughing. HAHAHA.

finally getting ready with her mask. and jaz really look FUNNY.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

the night ended with us watching The Day The Earth Stood Still. alrite show, lucky never watch in singapore. don think it worth the money. reached back the room at 3plus and faster sleep. the next morning, i was the first to wake up. couldnt sleep. thats all.

so! i took a photo of my sleeping friends.

they are awoken by me, but just hiding from the camera. HAHA.

so i started washing up first. its 1130am i think.

shes being funny again. look.

look what i mean. -.-!!!

so the second day dressing. has to be more formal, cos we are gonna sneak into the CASINO!

breakfast/lunch first of course.

dint managed to take the picture of the food, cos hungry and eat finish. wonderful lunch. best place for food i swear. ask me for the place and number next time if you are in genting. its one of the place i strongly recommend for food.

after that, went back to another hotel to try sneaking in already. ill just skip the process, cos we MANAGED TO SNEAK IN. no photography in casino, therefore no pictures taken. stayed in there for like the whole afternoon and evening. we even skipped Bolt for casino.

jus outside the casino, stand my friend.

after that, went out for the cold breeze.

finally taken after a few failed attempts by jazreel.

see! late at night, people go bonkers.

i want to sleep, they dont allow.

3rd day dressing. pretty tired already.

nothing much on the 3rd day. after lunch, we went back in to the casino and stayed there for like the whole afternoon again. but stopped at 8 for dinner and 9 for movie, Bolt. lucky its a happy movie. if not we will end up crying in the hotel room. cos.. all of us lost money in the casino.

i lost RM700, jaz lost RM400, junhao lost RM290

HAI. take it as entertainment will do.

went back room and did the last facial mask.

haha. nothing to say.

wok eup 830am on the last day, cos jazreel and junhao wants to eat the breakfast buffet. in the end dint eat, cos still quite full. went for porridge instead. HORRIBLE. but i ate noodles. but the soup was COLD! but i exchange for a hot one, but i never drink. cos tasted weird.

finally on the way back on the last day. 1130am de bus.

wonderful mother that brought us there, sneak us in, taking care of everything <3

wonderful companions.

lastly. thank me.

tomorrow is OTCW already. goodnite! have to wake up at 730 :[

i seriously not gonna get my sleep anytime soon. goodnite!

BACK FROM GENTING! :D

WHOLE TRIP WAS AWESOME!

blog about it when im less tired.

i have to sleep now cos i still need to go back school for a stupid photograph -.-

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anyway...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK DONG HAO, 15TH DEC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDYA KIRANA, 15TH DEC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA NGIAM WANQI, 16TH DEC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVIN LIM HAN BIN, 16TH DEC

i actually forget to bring my phone out!

tomorrow going genting~ :D:D:D

whhyyyy LTA wants another presentation. this is plain stupidity~ they can just see the website themselves! whats the point of going thru another presentation when we already gotten 2nd! just give us the money and let us go already! i'm not gonna work in LTA i swear.

anwayyyy, i might not make it for the presentation on 22dec i think. overseas again. but if there's no overseas trip den ill go for it. hopefully they give us something better on second presentation.

IT'S A TOTALLY NOT REQUIRED ISSUE! WE'RE DOING ON THE EXPENSE OF OUR TIME.

check my overseas time again. if not later i pull ben and joshua down again.

all boils down to LTA.

neverusebrains people irritates me.

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last paper tomorrow :]

i haven't start studying. today got no mood to study AT ALL. reached home with a watertap nose. gulped down a pill and went to sleep. woke up eat dinner and stone in front of the computer until now.

better go study the notes i made on saturday and sunday.

soon will be the fun!!!

today's mobile communication paper should be can pass. but i cannot get high marks already la. unless she decided to be lenient and just give me the marks. but i know that WUN happen. so be glad that i gonna pass this.

now taking a break from BRD. so hard to memorise everything! the diagrams at chapter 2 is killing me. lucky no chapter 4 and chapter 5 is just the easier calculation that i think im alrite, since i got listen to the tutorial with all my heart! :D but have the urge to just stop studying and go sleep. tomorrow just die when see the paper.

BUT NO! HANG ON! I CAN DO IT!

another 2more days to escape from darkness!

maybe i should try and forget my birthday next year, den ill get a surprise.

if not every year ill anticipate and no surprise.

THIS IS PLAIN BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i laughed at this for the longest time i remember! WAHAHAHAHA.

browsing thru my pictures and i found this. :]

just cannot sit down and start studying. am i stupid or what. whole day do nothing but watching videos and tv and playing AGAIN.

study study!

friday always a happy day! :]

my quiz results is in a total mess!

BRD 6/10

NETSEC 9/20

MOBILE COMM 5/20

thats why i think i need to put in more effort in my coming termtest. but again, i have no mood to study. i keep thinking of the fun im gonna have after term test. crap.

camp is around the corner. mixed feelings.

yesterday tuesday was out with some of classmates to celebrate ck's birthday. went soup restaurant. :] luckily i suggested that. cos it was pretty nice. the soup especially. :D:D in the end, me ck idy meow donghao kc went for that dinner. BEN got something on. WENJIE got work. LYNN never even pick up my call. CHINKUAN sick.

today, went school at 4plus to hand in my report and also met joan and amanda for camp briefing. i finally got to sit on the chairs after 2years :] in the end still have to share the seat with benchow since there's too many people like always. someone said this "they know there will be so many people every year, why they still book this small LT?" haha. agreed. short briefing that could be done by sending emails. after that was dinner with yunru kandis joan joanna dee. sorry wong that if youre feeling awkward there. dinner was at swesens. as always, yunru made me laugh until my jaw nearly drop.

pretty sick now. having abit of flu and my eyes are closing. but im bent on reading another 2 chapters of newmoon. and ill finishing the book soon. i need book3!

now i have to think of what i want to be in upcoming DND already!! name me some exotic occupation that i can dress up in. suggestions!

had an ugly haircut today. its all the back.

went dinner NYNY at ehub with hc fishy dev bird and yiling.

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have faith in liverpool :]

last weekend did nothing magnificant. plain boring.

1st december and...

i can feel like my luck is changing good already :]

all the guesses are getting right. time to start earning without working!