alright. for today. im feeling down. :( these 2 weeks, i have been losing in soccer. my 200 bucks!!ever since i stop asking jazreel to help me bet. haha. thats what i noticed. but really, only at the period of you feeling sad or depressed, your parents are the one that are always there for you.

thats why i gonna say this. Papa, Mama. i love you! muacks!

when i lose money already, second half they bet together together with me to see that match. altho we all lose, deep down, we have already win each others support and morales. thats the priceless gift i can get from losing, but not from winning. 'you learn a 1000 lessons in losing, but not when you win' forget where i see this, but to me its making sense. i can feel the love that is gushing out from them. i swear i gonna treat them well for the rest of my life.

going to camp tml.. which i seriously not very interested to go to. i kinda miss my sleep. i wan to sleep like until afternoon, to evening, den wake up play mahjong, play game, go out..... but these 3 days, im unable to do that!!

schedule for this week: monday to wednesday, camp........ thursday, mahjong......... friday singing and maybe at night got time can play mahjong....... saturday, watch soccer. (cannot bet!)

junhao, hope you start winning money from playing cards, mahjong, betting soccer, with that lucky 50 bucks!

happy birthday wendya (15thdec) donghao (15thdec) ngiam (16th dec) devin (16thdec)

off to camp!!.............................. woops. off to bed!

cyou on wednesday!