HAPPY YEAR 2008!

well. i should and must reflect on year 2oo7 to make 2oo8 a better year. at least for myself.

firstly. family. i shall treat my daddy and mummy better. i have been rude, no manners, neglecting them, do whatever things also dint consider their feelings. i guess. if im a good boy, they will have a more happy time. i definitely play a major role in their happiness. soooo, this year, ill be polite, ill treat them better, do things with them in mind, watch my tone and words while talking to them. basically, i need and i will love them. they are doing their part for me without any grumble, without any payment. they are looking and taking care of me with their love. :] ill treat them double in return. especially when im the only child now, i need to give them what i suppose to give, and help him give his share. family stands above every other things. ill say this beforehand. to friendships, to relationships, family ties are the most impt to me. ill also hope citi will be fine and well. shes has been with me for more than 9years. i guess its around 11 years already. hope when the time comes, she has to go back to indonesia, she will leave with a happy emotion. same for us. altho i cant bear to let her go.

secondly, friends. my friends are usually there for me when i need them. but i also usually tends to take them for granted. there's too many friends that i need to thank, for always being there when i need them. i wouldn't start to name them 1by1, cos it will mean flooding this post. its that many. but being a bad friend myself. i sometimes cant be there for the friends that tried to reach me. i would like to apologize at this instant. i spend quite lil time with my friends too. sometimes i even get angry and get pissed off by them. soooo, this year, i gonna have better time-management, better ways to communicate with my friends, so i wouldn't get into unnecessary quarrels and fights. my resolution is to be there for my friends, for every single one that need me to be there. friends are surely and definitely impt to me. i wouldn't want to lose even one of them. any one that i have made. be it in secondary school, in temasek, in camps, outside... ill try to treasure every single bonds.

lastly, my life. my resolution. my life hasn't been a whole. this is because second part of me hasn't show up yet. so i hope fate will show up this year. my mood swings are getting for good to bad and bad to worse. hope this year will change from worse to good again. money has not been an issue to me. however this year, i hope i can earn my first 3ooo. family altho dint say anything, but i guess i need to study hard, i need to earn some bucks to even try to support myself alil. occasionally, i see my parents frowning, i see them shedding tears, i see them sad.. i don't want that. so i need to stay happy, bring their morale up, support them in whatever they do. my studies aren't getting better too. so hope this year, ill put extra effort to at least bring my gpa up to a higher level. good year ahead!! good luck and best wishes to myself.

ill talk about new year celebration tml.

so in summary,

1 ) treat my parents better.
2 ) strengthen friendship bonding
3 ) better communication 4 ) be a better friend that listens
5 ) less mood swings
6 ) first 3000bucks
7 ) higher gpa score
8 ) see my parents being happy
9 ) my second soul
10) a better year ahead!!