this is the big prawns im talking about. i donno whos hands are those.

master chef.

assistant. LOL.
my masterpiece.
after playing mahjong for.. until 4am? people gone crazy.
im finding gold.

oh. this is very beginning where people are scrabbling.
and crazy people doing stuntss.
mahjong just started!
after a long night. the gay couple.

alright.... lets see... christmas countdown at hc's house was told..

ck'house

on 25th, went ck house. i dint really have lots of sleep on 24th and 25th also! went there, there's not much food to actually bbq. and the bbq thing is like SO small. so its actually really quite difficult to bbq food. lets see who went.. me, ben, kc, andy, elt, lynn, dh, meow, sha, sha bf, wj. ya. thats for my classs. idy came to pass the cake only, due to she being sick. but thanks la! all the way here... den ck's friend... weng, maybelle, tat, car-yuan (thats what she told me her name was), edwin, caleb


anyway, i brought big big big prawns there. and they were like O.O thanks to my daddy who went to catch them on the day itself.. i bbq-ed the big prawns after everyone finish bbq-ing their food. den i tried drunken prawns, which is just adding wine to it. wahaha. its actually quite nice. wj start to use black pepper, whatever he can find and just put. lol. there's also turkey.. which i personally think not that tasty. after which, some went home and left tat me lynn elt andy ck caleb maybelle... with this amount of people, 4 people played mahjong. one of them is me. and i spent the whole night playing, no win no lose. nearly died! so tired!! den in the morning lynn elt tat when home.... i just wan to sleep. haha. i sleep all the way to 3 plus i think. andy left at 12 in the afternoon. and i walked all the way home from ck house to my house... but i got take bus for 2 stops. really very far!! dont try ever again.

next thing is.......

driving

on the 28th actually i dint really want to go, cause im kinda scared. i donno scared of what also. but i went for my 2nd and 3rd lesson. 2nd lesson de instructor is nice. 3rd one also actually. wahaha. thats why i suddenly like to go driving. 2nd lesson i learn abit of braking and gear shifting and left turns... the left turns are fun, cos you get to turn your wheel more den 180. :] gear shifting is not that easy, but i guess i manage to do it quite well... so 2nd lesson ended with me learning so many things.. 3rd lesson i went out to drive to practice left turns and right turns and gearing shifting and braking. outside school driving is another total different feeling. going up to 3rd and 4th gear. thats like super fun also. turning at 3rd gear is quite uncontrollable. actually he said i could have gotten the 3rd stamp. but due to road hazards, he decided to let me go another time during the next lesson. got this aunty ah, she walked in the middle of the road and close to the junction where im suppose to turn left. den she made me panicked and i couldnt turn well.. thats 1. number 2 is when i just turn finish my left turn, got this lorry stop directly in front of me and i need to overtake on the right. i dint do that quite well. but i did overtake. LOL.

driving is getting more and more fun already. hope the next lesson ill get the same instructor.

finally... on 29th

komez's sentosa outing

this outing is actually quite fun la. altho only less than 20 turned up. actually i dint wanted to go in the first place. i overslept till 1150. lol. when we are suppose to meet at 11. so i wanted take bus down, but in the end i cabbed down. i met denise yc and kaiming and we went there together. we are guesssing how many people actually will be there. i guessed 22! omg. its the furthest from the numbers. i tht alot of komezian will be there la. i can remember all their names! when we reached, play awhile only, started to rain like heavily. so we decided to run to carpark. when we reached carpark, the rain stopped -.- so we have to walk all the way to he beach again. played volleyball and monkey. haha. had fun playing those 2. cos... its fun? after plying, got tired and rest. the guys want to carry the gurls down into the water. haha. ashley said she had THAT coming. but who knows its true. in the end, all of us went down except ash and mal. donno why also... but in the water we also played monkey. haha. forfeit is farnie. roll down from the sand to the water shouting ko lei cai at the same time. LOL. jasmine and yc tio the forfeit. later when go up to the land, they say want to play the 1st 2nd 3rd game. so play loh. but who knows they shout until 3, all run to me and tauypok me -.- lucky sean dint come on top. ill die! wahaahhahaha.

went tas to bathe. and there got hot water and better environment. haha. we use both the gurls and guys toilet. i dint bring any toiletries there, cos weng say i go, he bring all. LOL. but usually i also dont bring de ah. wahaha. after bathing, the gurls want to play luge. went there, and got a super long Q. tat dint play i dunno why. so we went skyride up. and waited from like i think 6 plus to near 8. sun already set still waiting. but playing luge in the night is another experience. fun also la. wahahaaha. rubbish, you very slow de. so went vivo shortly.

dinner is at vivo, everyone went to get their food. and we went subway. i totally forget how they operate. lol. but anyway, went back and meet everyone again. sat down and eat. was chit chating... farnie convo among them. listen until peng. after that, we played game... they wan to play handiplast!! zz. first few rounds still ok, cos no one actually hit hard. but after blow wind blow, we change seats, woah, everyone started hitting hard. i sit beside kaiming and kandis. omg. the two siao lang. and people keep calling kaiming la! haha, its fun hitting people, but not letting people hit. LOL. kandis reaction is super hilarious. after that, shortly got to go, cos 11 got soccer match! cabbed to ecp with ronald and weng and another friend of theirs. they had some night cycling thing. so i went home to catch my first match!!

thats roughly all...

coming up! new year countdown. not sure whether staying till so late. but going for dinner at least. they went ice skating which im not interested in. so meet them later at 7plus to go the donno what club to eat dinner bah! haha. go facial too =) has been months ever since i went there. bb!

first of all... MELLY CHRISTMAS!

now. waiting for my daddy to come fetch me to ck house......... so long!

anyway, yesterday was christmas eve bbq at hc house. hell lots of people. there's more than 25 people. i think 30 got.. see whether i can name all.

bao amandawong amandangiam siobhan jazreel syafiq joan wilbur dar william william's sister david(jazreel's friend) sufong jodin hanchih junhao fishy bird bohan dev roy kuanhian brian mingfei jean jonathan suling edwin yunru zhuankai kaho derrick

32 people total. woah! haha. its some come some go situation. but still overall attendance is great. wahaha. dont you think so?

25 presents altogether. there was gift Xchange session as well. haha. its really fun to Xchange giftts that way, cos you wun know what you will get. for me? i got number 17. before everything starts, i and derrick ngiam jaz they all in the room trying to figure out what present. den i jus open number 17 and see. den they were like... you open this later sure get this!! sooo.. whatever it is, i got that present that i opened. haha. i wanted the chocolates suling bought. number 25. the packet is really nice. i dint really eat bbq food much. den was hungry. at around 1140 me and joan and sio and ngiam and jaz and dar went out to 7-11 to get some things to eat. haha. so we are like trying to rush back before 12. aiya. countdown was nothing great..

around 1plus 2plus we started playing games. me jean edwin yunru.. was playing this vulgarities game. haha. its fun la. hard to explain. but play until we burst out laughing.. next game was same thing, but change to cheers. i cannot rmb the cheers for god sake. den of course i dint perform well. haha. everyone was laughing whie playing, cos the cheers all got cut short. like... o-o-o-o-ophix... den it became. o-ophix. hahahahah. they only can say scythia cheer with ease.. s-c-y-t-h-i-a go ohm chee chee. haha. next game, is the finger game! edwin suck at that, im alright, yunru suck too. hahahaha. jean is the winner. she has great fingers. LOL. game ended when they had to go home already.

so i stayed over, when nothing much to do, den i use hc laptop to watch claymore. haha. 2thumbs up anime. got time pls go and see. type claymore at www.veoh.com or www.stage6.com , both are good websites to view videos. compared to cruchyroll and youtube.

couldnt take it at around 5 plus and went to sleep. sleep and wake sleep and wake.. afriad that mummy will call, den i finally woke up at 1 in the afternoon. the guys are playing this battle game in wc. haha. i swear hc cheats. LOL.

off i go le! daddy ask me 15min go down le! finally..

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bb!

i dont wan go driving lessons! im not good with words when im with a stranger!! hai. they say its fun its fun. i still dont think it is. hai! i get freak out. lucky haben go out drive yet. second lesson only! but i dont like. X(

alright! its christmas eve! awhile more i going parkway buy a 10dollars present den to hc house!! hope everything turns out fine. im the oone that ask everyone to go.. good luck bao! haha. christmas for the second time, we dint go orchard. maybe next year shd visit there. who wan go?

and to rubbish: you know den know. haha. come challenge la!

merry christmas!

im back from camp!

wahaha. got second. i guess its alright, cos i tht we dint do that well..... :]

first day.

i dint really want to go de. cos i tht its gonna be boring and reallt tiring. moreover a number of my friends not going. in the end, i still go. met serene in the morning to go school. den later cos my paper is with dola, i waited for her at sports hall. shes late. we all got into different groups. sad! i wan same group as dola de. wahaha. so got splited, and my group is called 'Komez', which means comedian... the other 4 group is, Accion Venos Phanthos Fytho. i think its spell like that. guess the genre yourself. i dint know many people in the group, in fact i felt weird and really wanted to go off during the first night. only got to know denise, and i know ash sean yc kc initially already. played games in school, abit boring de games, and also made cheers. later den i try rmb and write down at the btm. got 4th of the first day. bad results. at night, tatyi and fanj was saying we arent doing the best as well. they dint really scold but jus saying in a not so good tone. but we understand where they are coming from. first night we also ordered food back to school. i called hor fun. yc say dont wan eat, eat alot too. haha. we share. den denise also kop my food. waah. in the end we share the cost too.

second day.

wah. only had 3hours of sleep. 3plus to 6plus. i couldnt still from 12plus to 3plus. during that time, sports hall dark dark, all sleeping. i cant do anything, den i sms lynn. haha. she also couldnt sleep. thankz lynn nivea for accompanying me. wake up, go for morning workout.. overstretch! haha. den was breakfast. overall the breakfast and supper sucks. there's only 1 piece of bread and very lil things to eat. haha. plain water. i got to know wenghao better. at first only know shes amanda's friend. haaha. but in the end i dunno how, we started talking and know each other better already. play station games outside school. we really happy and enthu doing the second day. hahah. shouted the cheers like forever. i also noticed there's a number of prog that i know. wahaha. den go their stations i felt close. still not that close to my group i guess. learning cheer all those, brandon lingwei annheen charlene taught us. all my friends! haha. at night, we had night walk. waited until wan to sleep la. haha. and this year de not very scary. but the gurls are forever shouting. i think they are really scared. after that, bathe and supper again, slept at around 2plus. tired already. den later wake up at 6plus. so around 3hours plus again. oh. we did well for second day, and we managed to claim 2nd place. haha. den we are really happy about that result.

third day.

after waking up, wash up and clean up everything.. den we go for breakfast. den got wet station games. its the activity that i most wanted to play. i practically stayed for this only. haha. super fun de la. coloured water, swimming pool, tennis court, track, fitness corner.... hha. they are fun stations that we went. i guess we did ok for water games. not really shouting and cheering that loud already.. abit sad. after that lunch and hunt-gary. actually i hated that game. seriiously. aiya, the group always has so many people that wants to lead (which is good), want to voice out. but not doing it in the correct way. everyone is just shouting and doing their own things. i also dont like that everyone taking their own sweet time to walk and everything. Xgls, some of us thot that we are more of Freshies's character den to Gls. their attitude and everything. maybe they still cant break their own bubble and mix in together with the empire. well, i did try. oh! i found a four leaf clover. i not sure whether is it. but it looks like. haha. i gave it to abi. one of the prog. anyway, i dont like hunt-gary. during huntgary, lucky it rain! i repeat. IT RAINS! hahaha. me and denise at least, we are super DUPER wuper happy. cos we know dont have final clash!! many of us dont like final clash. rite amanda and joan? its fun to play as freshie. but you played the 2nd time, 3rd time, its not fun anymore. people get into quarrels, into swings, get angry and everything. unfariness... all la. haha. thats why its a good thing that dont have clash.

OTC ended at 7plus with a happy debrief and cheers~~

after that where everyone packing bags, going bathe, scythia got together! haha. we did out cheers. i cant believe most of us remembered the cheers! so happy la. we can shout like 100%. how i hope coming FO, komez will be like that. i like it that way. den later we can see ophix and other last year de empire got together. hahahaha. and the funnest thing comes! last year's game cheer and gl cheer!! wah. i do until super happy. every Xgl do together and like really happy family!! i like. :] went to cpf for awhile and went home to sleep! super tired.

thats about the camp.

cheers~~~~~~~~~~ (from favourite to ok)

One.

guys: komez got beautiful gurls
gurls: and super yandao guys
all: we make you buay tahan, buay tahan
when you see us komez~~

guys: komez got beautiful gurls
gurls: and super yandao guys
all: we make you buay tahan, buay tahan
when you see us komez~~

Two.

guys: Ko Ko Ko
gurls: M
guys: Ko Ko
gurls: M E Z
gurls: Ko Ko Ko
guys: M
gurls Ko Ko
guys: M E Z
all: Ko Ko Ko, M, Ko Ko, M E (stomp)...... *hand action, Z*

Three.

WHAT ARE WE?!?!

all: go lei cai!!
go lei cai go lei cai ooooooooooooo
go lei cai go lei cai ooooooooooooo
go lei cai go lei cai ooooooooooooo

others are still alright. haha.


summary: i think overall camp is not as good as last year's. but its still above average! i wld like to compliment on the food. lunch and dinner is super good. 148 and FOODMIN did a good job! games are also fun to play. PROG did a good job! we need the props and materials, and we have it! LOG did a good job. hope komez will not act as freshie in time to come. good luck to all!!

off to bed! nights.

alright. for today. im feeling down. :( these 2 weeks, i have been losing in soccer. my 200 bucks!!ever since i stop asking jazreel to help me bet. haha. thats what i noticed. but really, only at the period of you feeling sad or depressed, your parents are the one that are always there for you.

thats why i gonna say this. Papa, Mama. i love you! muacks!

when i lose money already, second half they bet together together with me to see that match. altho we all lose, deep down, we have already win each others support and morales. thats the priceless gift i can get from losing, but not from winning. 'you learn a 1000 lessons in losing, but not when you win' forget where i see this, but to me its making sense. i can feel the love that is gushing out from them. i swear i gonna treat them well for the rest of my life.

going to camp tml.. which i seriously not very interested to go to. i kinda miss my sleep. i wan to sleep like until afternoon, to evening, den wake up play mahjong, play game, go out..... but these 3 days, im unable to do that!!

schedule for this week: monday to wednesday, camp........ thursday, mahjong......... friday singing and maybe at night got time can play mahjong....... saturday, watch soccer. (cannot bet!)

junhao, hope you start winning money from playing cards, mahjong, betting soccer, with that lucky 50 bucks!

happy birthday wendya (15thdec) donghao (15thdec) ngiam (16th dec) devin (16thdec)

off to camp!!.............................. woops. off to bed!

cyou on wednesday!

this is what i do when i gets bored. this too. this effect is actually out from my phone. xD
after a few hours of studying.. i want to cry.
finally finish writing!
ha. its close to 1am in the morning already.
the pictures above are taken during the time when im studying for itech and iappl. ia paper is really a killer. and i happily thot that there isnt main exam for that paper. thats why i dont really study for that subject. but who knows? 40%!! crazy. i dont intend to fail this subject, i gonna pass that. testterm is offically over. time for holidays!!

after tt, met jh they all, go for devin birthday treat. haha. but we go parkway first. eat alot of junk food. that results in cant finish my food at the japanese restaurant. haha.

this is my food. that cost 14.90 if i rmb correctly. devin paid for everyone tho.

this is amanda's. she ordered the exp one. but i like the soup.
suling's omelette.
the small pizza that we share. nice but really too small. jus compare with the cup.
after meal.
friday night, everyone was full and happy. haha. total bill of 400+. thanks devin. :) did i say there's no aircon in the restaurant? OUT OF ORDER! wah. fucking hot i swear. but slowly when we settled down, it gets cooling. only me amanda wilbur jean suling sit inside the restaurant. and the rest decided to sit at the smoking area. its really much cooling outside. after that we went home. cos its really close to my house and i decided not to go anywhere but home.

last paper tml! haven start studying for it. aiya. 10%, heckcare! anyway, tml after termtest, going out for a sumptous dinner!! maybe catching a movie after that. god knows what time ill be home. saturday have to stay home for soccer. i have to bet wisely and correctly. have to earn back my 100 bucks. in fact, i lose more den 100 bucks last week. due to liverpool and manicty. just have to say this, both is a letdown last week. do good this time!

sunday i guess have to rest. monday got camp! (which im not very interested in going suddenly) until wednesday. after that, soon will be christmas!

24th will be having a christmas bbq with h9.co. hope it turns out well.

25th, christmas itself, heading down to ck's house for another christmas bbq party. its quite hip to have bbq during christmas. everyone is doing that. LOL.

28th off to second driving lesson.

31th countdown party! see where shall we go....

above is the schedule of this month. if want to ask me out, please do online booking! i accept you calling my hotline as well. :) going for singing, running, shopping.... i will go de! just call. 1800-122-9061**** xD you know you know.

TO DEATH WITH INTERNET APPLIANCES!

say hi to greeny's friend! spidey. they will be together until the day spidey died and i need to take him away. my laptop skin. i have to cut it myself la. lol. what to do? 20bucks for 2. cheap de, have to diy.

i'm quite anxious and excited to study my Itech today de. i wake up at 11 in the morning telling myself, i play 1 round i go study. but i lost den i played the 2nd. den i win, i happy, i continue to play. play until now, i only read 20 slides of topic 1. the notes and books are in front of me from 11am till now. haha. untouched! i have no sense of self-contraint. thursday paper i pass will do.

haha. o.O

i told you i tried studying anxiously.

but my head just keep falling down, closer and closer to the book.

and oh no! dropped! asleep.

today i just have to finish up Itech!

A BATTLE TO DEATH!

people complain my blog no pictures. put some let you see. haha. i wan to watch golden compass, ironman.... i also wan to faster finish exams, den can go out. i wan to win soccer weekly.

ive concluded that my bad and short temper is inherited from my father. anyway, currently this week im losing soccer.. like.. 100bucks. i feel so sad, need to part from my money. =( NVM! next week i shall win back my 100bucks, also another 100 from the person! altho i dont need that kind of money, but its good to win as well. :) meow! open account le, den later i and you can start earning money... dont cheat my money tho :(

term test has come, and i think i dint do quite good for human health and disease. my cds. nvm! its jus a cds. but for my core subjects, i need to do well. need to at least mantain my gpa. its dropping bit by bit. altho i dont wan go U, i need to get good grades. hahahaha. main exam i only have 1 paper!! excluding cds. its like.. so short la. hope its on a monday, den i can have the rest of the week.. FREE. too many projects in hand, which i dunno where to start. but i have nice and helpful classmates that helps to do the project and cover up for you. yes, im talking about saidil.

everyone has their bad days. their bad lucks. today, it happens to be citi's. hai. i really dont like people to bully maids la. not bully, but.. treat them not as good.. also not like that.. but keep scolding them... aiya. hope you get what im saying.. but maids are also people, they also have feelings. they also have emotions. i think they are already very poor thing. have to leave home to work, and they are earning like peanut shells. they cant get angry they cant get sick, they cant get pissed off. hai. thats why i dont usually bully or vent my anger on them. in fact, i treat them better. i love you citi. :) you always prepares the best food for me. hugs.

this is long over due photos, the day when we go shopping.

jazreel and amanda looking for cockroach. haha. ther's one at lido shaws. they scared.
haha, they say i wear the pants nicer den zy. LOL
trying the long long 'i dunno what you call that' jacket.
went art friend to look for strings , after that we take pictures. this's the trademark face.
this is something you shd not waste money and eat at crystal jade ramen. sucks.
on the way to cc, in the bus. we just need to take pictures.
this is in..... topshop i think.
ngiam shot this.
another one.
decided to take mirror while waiting for my shoes.

yesterday was tuesday. usually we will go ice cream chef. but haha, we dint go this week. we went to bedok corner to eat. and went ice cream gallery. i dint eat tho. nt really in the mood too. haha. these fe days having moodswings. short tempered. actually classmates wants to go sing songs. pasir ris's party world. i wan to go, but tuesdae is usually the day we guys go out for ice cream together. so i tht i go for ice cream first den meet them at party world.

fishy daddy send me there, and jonathan waalked me there. cos i dunno whether i noe where's the place. haha. met my classmates after that, they are singing weird songs. wenjie la. sing zhang fei's songs -.- rubbish. haha. as usual i hog the mike for quite some time. haha. and idy and ck likes to sing duet, but they cant find their tune to fit both the guy and the gurl's voice. so they are like trying to find the correct vocal thru out the whole song, with obviously dint turn now nice. haha. andy sing songs like ant. so soft. kc also accompany wenjie to sing their weird songs. haha. i sing nice songs. cos cute people can sing songs. haha.. lynn will agree. xD

after that i dint take bus home with andy. sorry! cos 12 is a long bus trip and i have to walk very far distance. so i took 81 with lynn wenjie kc. the bus was cold. VERY cold. so i waited for 31 at tampines. note: 31 last bus is 1130pm. i went up the bus thinking i can get a short nap. cos was quite tired. den i sit the seat inside. den i notice alot of things... cockroaches climbing and walking around!! omg. den i change to the outer side. i dont dare put my leg on the floor, scared that they will crawl up. i dont dare to fall asleep, afraid that they will crawl to me.. thru out the ride i swear im looking at the walls and seats to see whether they are coming close. omg. really disgusting la. so many somemore. so i sit the 30min ride, loooking at cockroaches.....

alright. today, i sleep until 12plus. i cant sleep when its holiday. but i can sleep well when its school days. (but school days have to wake up very VERY very reluctantly) so i couldnt sleep anymore and got up. raining heavily. so was thinking whether to go school. so junhao told me, if raining still, dont go, stop you go. haha. so thru out the whole afternoon its raining. until at night den stop. so cold la. so i dint go for my cds. haha. i finally skip a lesson. this is the very first time i swear. lol. haha. maybe will have the second time. see how again. LOL. spend the whole day in front of my coomputer playing dota and surfing net, trying to figure out how to download movie. watch tv too. haha. news is getting interesting. jus finish a game.

gonna sleep le! its 130 in the morning. later wake up got labtest. hai. 9am. hope i can do it. i wan and i need that 10% of networking!! gd luck and goodnite.

bao is a person that wants to win.
bao is a person that has mood-swings.
bao is a person that is devoted.
bao is a person that is sometimes funny.
bao is a person that hates to lose.
bao is a person that accept defeats if reasonable.
bao is a person that gets angry over slightest problem.

however,

bao is also a person that understanding.
bao is also a person that gets sad.
bao is also a person that see things in a bigger picture.
bao is also a person that is helpful at times.


suddenly, i think life is a waste of time. living till old age, and waiting for death to knock on. what is the point of all these? why not jus live in a world of immortality, where no one pass away. this way, you wun feel the sorrow, the pain, the sadness. living in this world let you experience happiniess, saddness, angriness, emptiness, anxiety...... but what it awaits at the finishing point? its nothing but death. suddenly i also feel that we shd be understanding, helpful... since we all are human beings which will end up having the same fate and maybe still meet after death, why not live as happy as you can, without worries and sadness.... thats the best thing that can happen. but everyone knows, this cant be happening. everything that happen, will and has an impact in your life. be it happy or sad.

yea. its a emo night.